Tuesday, December 24, 2013
This anime is called "Hal"
Got so attached to it after watching
too bad the story is only for an hour.
Even though i watch this anime yesterday, i can still feel my heart-aching today
it's just so sad
I really can't imagine myself as one of the characters in the anime
I can't imagine myself losing my other half, especially after an argument
I wouldn't be able to forgive myself
Not going to be a spoiler here,
if you're interested, just watch it :)
but i can say, this story is really unexpected.
out of the ordinary.
But the most important reason that I love this anime is
it taught me to cherish the people i love
especially him :)
Sunday, December 22, 2013
Second semester of college has officially ended! (2 weeks ago)
guess I was too busy doing nothing to blog about it
Sem 2 was great :)
really really great.
Hahha, things will normally slip away from you when you started enjoying it
well, 6 months later, i will be graduated from college
and heading towards my uni life!
It's kinda hard to believe, i'm going to leave Malaysia next year.
It feels like i am dreaming haha
Applying for unis, is like a normal thing to do
but i actually can't believe i actually applied to UK unis
it's like way out of my league
and the scariest thing after uni application
is acceptance or rejection.
so far, not rejected yet :P and hopefully i won't get rejected.
I've actually received conditional offer from
Leeds and Bristol
conditions both AAA, but for bristol accepts AAB too.
Well, those two are my fifth and fourth choice,
but i am happy that i received conditional offers
gives me confidence :)
but i will be more than happy to get an email from BATH
my dream uni :'(
i would be really sad if i get rejected D:
ohwell, no point thinking about it
i already applied, so i can't do anything for the mean time
so i'm just gonna study hard.
exams next month.
hahaha, so not prepared
and i'm so lucky my exams end before chinese new year
thank god.
if not i'll be eating books during reunion lunch
i'm a lucky child!
hope everything goes well :)
*fingers crossed*
i'm still waiting for emails!
waiting for Bath to say 'yes' ;)
Wednesday, December 11, 2013
sometimes, you're just so messed up
i don't even know whether you even listened in class
or you just think that you can be dependent on everyone around you.
对不起，
不知道为什么
因为你这样的态度
我会排斥你。
Thursday, December 5, 2013
所谓的日久见人心
一开始觉得自己会不喜欢的人，觉得她假惺惺的人
现在既然是个非常谈得来的朋友
既然是就算其他人说他怎么不好，我会为她解释说：“她已经尽力改变了”
我没有想过我们会变得投契
因为我只记得我时时告诉自己说要提防这个人
可是，
相处久了后，才发现跟她非常和得来
今天没什么人去上课，所以单独相处了几个小时
其实她本性真的不坏，而且她的一些落点都与我相似
我们都害怕面对现实
害怕失败
怕痛和怕被伤害
其实与她还相处得蛮自在，什么话都能直说
没有那么多顾虑
现在唯独希望她能与其他班上同学好好相处。
可是，
如果做错事了，
要弥补，真的不简单
希望他们都能看到她的改变
