Monday, May 31, 2010
let's blog about the big big down pour today la... worst day ever ==
as usual, i need to walk to a particular place to wait for my van..
and before i exit the school i 'sensed' that it will rain very heavily
but i didn't know it will rain so quickly
i was 'speed walking' as it started to drizzle.. who knows...
after a few more steps... it started to rain cats and dogs T^T
i didn't really planned to use my umbrella as i was really lazy to reach for it
then i saw yee shing.. so i asked her to take my umbrella out..
but we are soaking wet == like we've just taken a bath
i think she 'fat gai mang' la... can't find my umbrella.. then suan la..
i find myself.. since she have an umbrella to cover me
(actually due to the heavy rain.. the umbrella is impossible to cover me)
finally!! i get my umbrella.. and i realised i was my mum's
and it was C-A-C-A-T wehhhh... grrhhh.. nvm.. live with it
actually.. with or without the umbrella.. i'm still as wet as a chicken ==
(lol, y i use chicken a? i think is because i read to much chinese dy)
ya, soaking wet.. wet wet wet.. like i've just taken a bath..
somemore.. the van have air-cond and it's blowing towards me ==
stupid la.. when i hot that time not blowing me 1 wor..
just now when i was freezing cold.. all of it are blowing at me
after that, when i reached home, i bathe and took a 2 hour + nap..
cauz.. napping goooooooooooooooooooooood =)
Friday, May 28, 2010
haha.. lost in time i guess? i finished 1 novel today..
sigh, i have been reading so fast these days.. 1 book can't last me for a week =(
i wish i read all those text books tat fast.. i can do other stuff as soon as possible
aha, today's life was boring yet free.. i can finally take my eyes off those text books!
i lie on the sofa all day long (well, not exactly la =P)
i watched tv till i'm tired and sleep there.. then wake up again
hahaha.. lame right? i think i m getting lamer these days ==
and no one really laughs at my joke.. so i'm like syok sendiri ==
oh well, better live my life filled with laughthers right?
and also.. next week fill be a very busy week... thanks to the teacher's day celebration
i have awful lots of things to do.. doing the same thing as pui ling =D
at least there's a friend with me =D getting build up some energy!
eat lots and lots of candy!! hahaha.. later have sugar-rush somemore..
better don't la.. huper + hyper= qi sin.. don't want la..
later scared all of the ppl =P well, i guess i am quite in the good mood today
there goes another day.. 30 minutes till 29 May..
another day awaits! let's turn that frown upside down and keep on going =)
Thursday, May 27, 2010
也许，我的笑容真的可以掩饰一切吧？ 也许，我没照照镜子看我的笑容有多难看
可笑对吧？没有一个人想离开，没有一个人答应
但我心里却在忧郁着，也许，我也有想离开的念头吧
为了自己的好，也为了他的好。
可是想着想着，泪水就会掉下来，也许我真的舍不得吧！
但，要他一人在外，我怕这我们会撑不下去啊！
他，总是笑着说，但他知不知道一旦说了，我可以失眠啊？
我可以为了这件事而不开心啊？
我有很多东西放不下
我很想逃避，为什么你那么的出色？
为什么你就是比其他人特出呢？
我真的希望你从来都没问过我这个问题
我知道这不是为了你自己，而是为了我好
我已经说了‘不’但心里却犹豫着
这是每个人都恨不得的事情啊？如今，我有了机会
为何不去闯啊？我该如何做好？
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
ahem ahem.. geografi.. i am definitely counting on u to get an A for me T.T
science.. ahh. the horror.. this taught me a lesson... BIG lesson
never ever look down on science.. seriously, i touched only ABIT
end up.. wow.. alot i dunno how to do.. pray la pray la..
no confidence dy =( sad .. nevermind si ping.. let us die together
i borrowed the seni book from val val.. and now
i m putting it on my lap and writing my blog.. haha funny eh?
sry val val.. i let u been through sooo many trouble bringing the book to me
hahahaha.. ( i noe u love me, so u wun mind )
seriously, tuition is much more fun with me around..
don't cough guys == i know all of u missed me when i m not there XDD
okok.. u noe today.. we're all discussing about the placenta thingy
and wuen hong put ' keep the baby warm'
then, -total silence- after a second the whole room was laughing like crazy XD
he was the only one out of the box XDD
u noe how funny is it? and he looks very innocent
do you know si ping can ignore me just to read science?
sry la... is because i have too many things to talk to her XD
me: ei.. just now the geo ar... alot tembak 1 wor
ping: -silence-
me: ei.. u all st.john hor.. like alot of things to do 1..
ping: -silence-
me: just now the geo hor.. wat ques wat ques.. (and so on)
ping: -silence-
later...
ping: u noe hor.... bla bla bla bla
me: (this person is just so weird)
ahhahahahahahahaha.. seriously ma ==
Saturday, May 22, 2010
but you're holding a book on your hand.. i tell you, words just don't do into your brain
exams are the worst.. you can't do what ever you want
all you can do is just stuck inside your room and read a book
although i studied before this, but now my mind is blank.. urgh
how i wish my buddies are around me now..
maybe studying won't be so boring with si ping around..
and i would feel more competitive when vi vian (val val) is around
or... i can nag cheen if she is right beside me now..
ahhh.. it's almost 11 now.. and i haven't finish my geografi...
i really really want to win.... but.. lack of confidence...lack of kerajinan XP
that's why my piano teacher keep on nagging me
say later i piano exam cannot present well..
is not my fault that i am nervous for everything T^T
i wish to have more confidence also.... gahhhh....
ok, now it is 11... and i am still here.. wasting my time..
someone please scold me T^T
Friday, May 21, 2010
i m soo depressed T.T i should have not study and wished youT.T
nononononono... haih~ y everyone wish so early 1?
2 more days ppl... 2 more days!!!! grhhhrggrhrhrhh
if my birthday sure until tat certain day only got ppl wish 1 ==
y they all so early to wish shan 1??? yerrrr
suan le ba~~ BM.. i think all of us are dead meat XP
cauz.. the karangan rangsangan we wrote the wrong isi!!!
tat's the result of doing too many latihan and karangan..
made us robots tat installed the same thing....
i hope my karangan umum can save me T.T i used 3 peribahasa *proud* =D
thx to the great mind of si ping~~ we studied together hehehehehe
chinese... 1st time i think it is so easy.. hope i can get an A =DD
BI.. i rewrite the whole essay.. causing my hand to sore...
and right after i tie my paper together.. the bell rang
i didn't even get a chance to check my literature T.T
gahhh gaahhhhh gaahhhh... can i don't study moral?
moral is just so boring.. == and it doesn't even count
but still ar.. later if i get all A's and B's later moral F then mai not nice?
==""" please wei xin, stop thinking weird things... @@
Monday, May 17, 2010
i don't know what should i do from now on
i don't know whether if i can make it all through
i am just in a big big mess
those words i read, never get into my mind
because my head is thinking other things
what should i do to focus?
it is just an easy job, why can't i do it?
should i skip tuition 2morow?
should i sleep late today?
should i this, should i that
never ending questions
is someone willing to pull me out of these confusion?
Saturday, May 15, 2010
having piano lessons later.. the only time when i have no stress =)
this is the first time blogging on my dad's laptop.. haha
suddenly, i felt lost.. like i lost my way..
ya, maybe because of the emo feeling at home..
and another thing is.. what song should i choose for the competition?
michelle is entering too..hahaha.. hear her singing everytime in tuition
but still get insulted by wuen hong and victor ==
yesterday's tuition was really really FUN =D
and very funny... all of us laughed our pants off except for the new kid
he NEVER blends in with us.. clinton managed to blend in although he is also the new one
hahaha.. good job ;) well, he is AWESOME!
he sure will be proud if he knows my blog XDDD
ahh, they are all like family to me.. i think i m the only who thinks tuition is FUN
although i always tell my mum that i want to stay at home
but when i get there, they will always wake me up from my sleepy-ness
they made me study and have fun at the same time..
laugh like no one cares... and of course the insulting =P
looking back at those photos, now i realised that i have grown alot
my thinkings are totally different, my behaviour however, is still the same XD
you can call me crazy, i don't really mind..
i just don't want anyone to ignore me ...
gambateh in your exams everyone =)
jia you la, jie shan.. i won't betray you =)
suddenly, i felt like i can't follow your footsteps anymore
Sunday, May 9, 2010
看着你的背影，渐渐地离去
心里，有种说不出的苦涩
眼泪，不争气地流了出来....
when ppl saw me.. there's always two reaction :
1) wei xin! since when you grow so tall (happy happy ^^)
2) waaa.. wei xin.. why your face don't have pimples 1?
(correction, because the lack of sleeping last week, few pimples grew on my face dy)
yesterday went to Taman Connaught for chinese essay competition
haha... was the 2nd time going to tat school
last time is with kwx, this time is with ah cheeen...
see her nice back? she said it is FAT hehehehehe
nvm... well, the essay competition went well? i guess
and i saw!!! i saw!! i saw!!! i saw my longgg lost sister ^^
hahahah.. not so kua zhang la.. the truth is
i saw my kai mui tat i haven't seen for a long long time - JING YEE
wow, i was so happy to see her ^^
at first she didn't recognize me... then... she hugged me so tightly till i can't breathe
1st time let ppl hug me so tight leh =D
awww, i love her so much :DDDDD long time didn't hear her singing =(
dunno when only got opportunity...
nothing much to blog about actually =)
so please enjoy the picture of my dog ... and me =D
hippy~~ the angel =)
你的笑容，你的声音，我都很怀念
尤其是你喊我名字的时候，是多么的可爱
我亲爱的干妹
Thursday, May 6, 2010
this song made me wanna cry no matter how many times i hear it
you may say i am emotional.
but this is the only song which made my tear drop
so, it sure is very good =)
thanks to the composer who created this song
i love it very much, thank you ^^
and to the author of this anime,
although i haven't watch the anime '5cm per second' yet
but by looking at the trailer, i cried..
so, i will watch it when i have the time..
once again, thank you.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
i can't believe i left my kks in my locker!! *pray* *pray*
till now, i still can't believe i won the essay competition
although there's only 3 ppl entering the competition XDD
i thought it will be cheen, since her writing is so good =)
soo, we're going to connaught this saturday..
so.. bye bye dentist appointment XD the dentist sure scold me again
last month i also 1 week late for my appointment
i really dun feel like changing my rubber, it always hurts my gums =(
but it is still nice to see the new colours on my braces though
jessie is taking off her braces next month~~ weee~~
lol, i m not the one that taking off braces also... y m i so happy? ==
now i m suffering from the pain of the ucher...
yikes, when will it be my turn to take off my braces?
hahahaha... maybe a few years == sigh...
i can't believe i m really searching for the location of SMK Taman Connaught
hahahahaha.. unbelieveable.... nobody knows how to go ==
sooo, it is up to me!!!!!! to save the entire universe!!!!
LOL, super high dy XDDDD k then, bye =)
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
ta da~ ta da~ ta da~ don't be too sad la.. who told you to bully me?
i am seeing another person.. and that person is not you..
nyek nyek!!! hahahaha... i said that i m breaking up with her in front of everyone
hahaha.. and i sat far far away from her... then she is trying to make me LOVE her
all over again... oh vi vian, IMPOSSIBLE... wahahahaha
evil + eval = divorce.. lol.. clinton say we divorced
when we didn't even get married yet ;) hahahaha nevermind.
i m getting so tired these days.. me and the lovely eval slept in tuition today
hahahaha... we didn't even talked to each other when we got there
she hurted me... ouch! the pain.. soo i broke up with her...
ok, back to the topic.. i can't even concentrade in class..
i just feel soo sleepy like i m gonna faint anytime from now
but yet, i have to do my homework and revision
my mum ask me to sleep early... but neh..
there's lots of things for me to do which is much more important!
you guys remember i m having a 'battle' with shu ping right?
sooo ... better work hard... gambateh everyone!
especially chinese T.T
Sunday, May 2, 2010
and there's so many songs i need to transfer T^T
this blog is dead for some time.. so i am here to update it =D
i am being really lazy these days... maybe is a influence ;)
but i m studying hard... like hui qi is doing..hahahaha
my bed is a mess.. filled with books.. cauz my laptop is on my desks..
and i have no where to put my books so might as well stack them up on my bed
teeeheee.. hope no visitors or my dad n mum are going in my room
orelse, i sure kena marah dy T.T everything is in a mess..
that's all i can conclude about my bedroom...
soo many homework.. waiting for me to accomplish them
but still, kks is still the most important.. tat's the purpose of turning on my com
== i get really easily distracted.. u see.. i just bought a book
'chi lai de yi feng xing' and i m addicted to it.. so i spent my whole morning reading
ya, i finished the book and later at 4.. i went to watch anime till 6
so i only done my hw in the afternoon and later la of course
seems like i m sleeping late today.. getting panda eyes 2morow for sure
i still haven't touch my seni.. how sad is tat? 2 more weeks till dianogstik
haih.. not much hope either... just going to do my best anyways...
although i m competing with shu ping.. she sure do better than me
like always =( i really wish i am not so easily distracted T.T
exams are near... very near.. i need to focus....
tat's wat i kept on telling myself.. i wonder..
will i get a better result this time? can i compete with her?
