Saturday, February 18, 2012
and i'm addicted to it... like REALLY addicted ==
i can play with it for one hour ><
GOSH..... curse you!
to top it all off, i have intervensi next week ==
now, my brain is only games games games ==
i'm so lucky that my intervensi is only for one week ==
if not i sure die in front of you, right now
ARGH, my self control is getting weaker :(
gotta build it strong back.
haih.. SPM AAHH. i keep forgetting my responsibilities
so many things undone but i dont feel like doing any of it
just... really lazy... really.........
*sigh*
maybe im just tired....
my dad say i need my brain off of things.
so he actually agreed that i play the ipad =-=
Well, DADDY... you are not gonna be happy if i dont do well in my exams :3
oh ya, puan sharifah is going to have a baby :D
hope she's going to be fine :D
bad news is, nobody is teaching us ekons D:
we have to gabung class with keruing =-=
i dont really like that teacher :/
he doesn't give me the urge to study like puan sharifah does.
oh, did i mention? her stomach is so scary ><
it looks like it's about to burst..
are all pregnant women like that?
it's so SCARYYY TTTTTT
somemore, she say she's giving birth naturally TTTTT
*god bless you teacher*
she only come back after 3 months TT
i want to cry, i dont want to fail my ekons TT
YERRRRR..... i feel like a baby.
ahhahaha, i actually ask teacher can she teach us through webcam ==
hahahahahah XDDD
oh well :3
i HAVE to start studying and then do my stuffyyy :3
you know how lazy i am? XD
eyebags! 憔悴D:
Sunday, February 12, 2012
I went to bao guan today.. weee :)
first time going there sick ==
it feels horrible TT
keep coughing and sneezing and nose blowing. GAH
even got a little bit of fever TT
can't believe i gone through the whole day in this condition
i survived!
through meetings and going up and down
and writing down the notes.. etc etc..
oh yes, im still here in one piece :D
i do feel sleepy though :(
but i realised there's an essay waiting for me to do ==
BM!! grrrrrr~
shouldn't have been lazy..
now i'm sick and it's ultra hard for me to study like this
urghh.. *total emo-ness*
not-to-mention
intervensi is on 27th!
GOSH, it's like 2 weeks away :((
and i'm super duper not prepared.
kill me? anyone? please ==
oh well :3
thanks for the memory box :) ♥
Saturday, February 11, 2012
yay! i cleaned it :3
single handedly! er no lar~ mostly :)
settling some stupid problems.
ah well, among the top 6, i always feel that i'm least involve
and i'm kinda happy with that, because of all the problems happen
only money is related to me..
don't really want to join in the 'political family'
too much drama :/
like today, that particular person made a huge deal about getting scolded by a senior
oh please, when i was your age, no matter how my senior scold me
i would just keep quiet
and won't make a huge fuss about it like you.
just take it and change into a better you.
is it like so difficult for you to do so?
you actually showed your teary eyes to almost everyone
and told your friends about this matter.
and gosh, you need to talk to all 6 of us?
although i keep quiet doesn't mean i'm not mad at you
i just didn't explode like she does
and for your information, none of us like you
go find your own mistakes, don't just cover them up by just saying
" i really dont mind" "we never thought of it" "we heard XX say this, so we came to ask you"
"how would you like it if i do this to you?"
PLEASE, we have harsher seniors than the ones you are having now
and you want to force us to become like them?
If one day you really crossed the line, i don't think we're going to even smile at you
and, if you are smart enough to notice
i'm ignoring you the whole time
and when you come and talk to me
can't you read the "stay away from me" expression on my face?
GAHHH...
really stay away from me =============
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
不应该拿来比较
很累，但是睡不着。。 一直想到他们
我们，和他们，不一样，完全不一样
很不习惯，那个气氛
说到他们，自己都想要哭。
但是都吞回去了
不想参与，不是因为怕自己控制不了自己
是根本都没有心情了。
想要让自己好过点
真的很伤心，看到这样的情况。
要做什么都想到他们
愧疚是不是自己做到不好？
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以前的我们。
现在的我们
好怀念，以前的日子。
适应不了现在的。
想念姝俐学姐和语涵学姐。 :(
