Tuesday, November 30, 2010
somebody give me 100000000000 boxes of tissues..
i need to cry first.... T^T^T^T
ok, i am a total drama queen =P
45 minutes more, i will be stepping in december
GAH. can i don't step?
no i can't T^T cause, time doesn't stop neither for me nor anyone else
sigh, time seriously flies~
Well, at least at the end of november
i finally know that i passed xue ji interview ^^
although i don't think that was actually possible ==
but i passed T^T i really really passed~~~~~~
i really can't believe my eyes..
i keep looking at the message that kah yee send me over and over again
to make sure i didn't see wrong ma ==
well, another good thing is, all three of us passed!! wee~
Tomorrow must go see newspaper 1st XDDDDDD
cause still in a not so believe state... don't know why..
feels like too easy liao .. hahahaha ok, i am crazy ==
oh well, let's wait until december comes ( although i don't want it)
just face it laa ^^ good night everyone =)
Monday, November 29, 2010
yesterday, i JUST bath my dog.. and he smells very very fresh
but now, he STINKS!!!!!
omg omg omg omg omg omg..
gik sei yan a..................... you know how hard is it to bath my dog?
he is not small small size anymore.. now he is big big dog liao
i need to scrub him and wash him.. and need to see whether he ate any soap~~
AND then what happened???!!!! wat happen you ask??
YES, he SMELLSS.. Like Salted fish or what so ever things that smell bad
OMG.. seriously, is this ur token of appreciation of making you clean???
is it? is it? i am fainting.. fainting i tell you!!! GAHHHHHHH...
he smells. absolutely smells.. and i can't stand it......
come on, give me a knife or a gun or an.. an... arrow also can la!!!
KIll me please T^T kill mee... kill mee....
gah gah gah... this make me no mood + no mood = really bad mood
gah gah gah gah gah gah gah.. there is noo.. way
i can cool down at this state.... SO
DON'T BOTHER ME!!!! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Friday, November 26, 2010
hahahahahaa... i had soo much fun with lightbulb, xiaoxiao, ling n khoi wei~
keep laughing yesterday... actuallly hor.. till now i also dun dare to put =.=
AHAHAHAHA.. no courage loo...
ling a T^T our you jump i jump concept a~~~
sorrry, is you jump i jump higher concept ^^ heeeeheeeheeee
So i actually want to put beer (choi!) to teman cheen n xiao xiao ^^
hehehehehehhee... at night baru decide la~ =DDDD
Well, another thing is, i got another gor gor liao.. hahahahhahaa
Lee guan~! (xiao xiao dun too shock) weeee~
another person to talk to liao... hahahahahhahaa =)
well, happy!
at least there is people to accompany me when you are not here =P
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
my oh is.. Boa's Hurricane Venus..
'Oh oh oh oh! hurricane! VE~nus!
Oh Oh oh oh~~ blah blah blah.. hahahaa'
Boa is AWESOME! you can't deny it.. LOL, i'm like crazy over her .
gosh gosh gosh gosh..
Well, thanks you my dear dear/babi*breath in */light bulb
WA.. banyaknya your nickname XDDDD sorry it can't be helped.
you know what? you are the brightest light bulb around.. hahahahhaa
can la, on christmas, i put you on top of the christmas tree
the STAR! ahahahahahahhaa, everyone can see you from miles^^
*hope you are not afraid of heights, cause you are gonna be up there VERY long*
AHEMM~~~
I tell you, is impossible for me to fry that kind of egg for you laahhh..
i'm not GOD. hahaaahhahaha..
unless there is a chicken which is willing to lay a heart shaped egg for me XD
anyway, BABI! thank you for blogging about me
*tearing* haahhahahahahaa ok, i am not a good actress ==
HEEEEE.. hope you enjoy your 'trip' to leisure mall .. hahahahha
tak bawa saya pun =( hope you buy the 'jian nu hai'
since i didn't buy it T^T regret aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
Monday, November 22, 2010
GAh... holidays are super boring~ i'm doing the same thing like.. everyday?
what to do? look at the sky. It's gonna rain again.
well, i still remember that 19/11 is a rainy day too =)
i love you =)
~cosmo loves sports!~
fairy one: *poof* (turns a piece into a butterfly)
fairy two: *poof* (turns a piece into a bird)
cosmo: *poof* (turns the piece into a 3 HEAD DRAGON!)
you better pray it won't rain later.. hahahahaha
ya, i have absolutely nothing to do =( poor me...
yesterday, i was holding my dog's head and sang to him:
'哎哟 哎哟 哎哟 哎哟 哎哟~
你说 你说 我们要不要在一起~
柔情地日子里~ 活得不费力气~
傻傻看你只要和你在一起~’
my dad was laughing at me, while my dog just look at me with his huge eyes ^^
Sorry to say, the holiday boredom is driving me crazy~
and i intend to make the house very noisy
by the violent banging on my piano
sorry neighbours T^T hahahahahaha, i can't stop myself
i love that song to much that i want to play it as loud as i can!!! hahahahhaa
don't force yourself to read the ghost thing la == orang ini memang~~~ make me speechless
fine, i am rotting at home dy ==
lalaalallalalalala~ my bro is going to go for his singapore trip dy ...
my grandma asked me whether am i going anywhere anot ==
of course no lo... so my shadows will be in my house everyday
MUAHAHAHA.. lol, this sounds so wrong XD
Sunday, November 21, 2010
i smile like this everyday, because i have great people around me everyday =)
and i love them =D
and i love you too =DDDDDDDDDDD
Yesterday, there was one person, who played.. a dance song
into an ARMY IN A WAR song! hahahahahhahahahahaha
we played the same song but the teacher didn't say anything about mine
but keep complaining about how rough she played the dance song
yup, is this crazy here.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!! COME LAUGH! HAHAHAAHAHA
laugh laa... not funny meh??? got one even funny de... but... ...
i accidentally delete jor T^T (you lucky la!)
why do you always want to find way to ask me out ha????
to match her army song, she take a metal thing.. to use as a flag
to go for a war.. haih =( dunno she will survive anot ..
EH! my RM100000 mana? i blogged dy leh HMPH!
if u have a crazy person as your best friend.. you will laugh till stomachache
like what she did to me yesterday. she was laughing at my laughing style
which made me laugh to loud. that we actuall forgot that her parents are still in front
HAHA.. i think they beh tahan me lo.. make their daugther so sot XDD
how i wish we are still in the same school =(
how i wish you are right beside me now
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AHEM! AHEM! got one person eat vinegar till her tongue also numb jor la
in secondary school, another person was close to me
i got another best friend... orang ini, BABI! =D
she's a
you, also make me smile everyday =) and i love you
when she wear spec and dun wear spec really like 360 degree turning.
LOL (direct translate) hahhahahaa
with specs, she is a very very rajin and nice student
without specs, she is a 100% leng lui hoo ^^
i know i know, my complamenting skills are great, no need to say it ^^
how you make me crazy... when you are crazy...
how chlidish we are sometimes.
i remember you say, when i turn my back, you are always still there
and i believe that =)
thank you =D
thank you =D
Friday, November 19, 2010
she was cutting and cutting the tomato. then suddenly she took a slice and ate it
she say : 吃tomato可以抗癌
and on the spot. i gave her this look 'O.O' and i was.. speechless
still super bu guan last night.. but i chat ALOT with you today dy.. hahahahhaa
LOL, since when i'm so random??? hahahahhaahaa
ok, now i will get into my main point!
my mission.. sorry i mean our mission. to become
you don't perasan la.. this post obviously not about you de =P
you la! ask me to blog == i also dunno blog what tim..
don't ask me to play badminton with you... answer is still 'NO!'
the best of friends! haahahahahahaa
cheen. dun eat vinegar..
Sei la, keep thinking about you only T^T dunno how am i gonna think about other things..
Yeah, is a mission betweeen yu ning and me ! =D
she is different from all the lower form people, she act like she is the same age as me
hahahahahaa.. i was so happy when she say she like me.. AWWW =)
and i actually thought she was joking when she say i'm her good friend in this school
haih.. too bad we're in different forms =(
sometimes i very ke lian you, fall in love with a gemini people.. hahahaa
She ar... keep calling me sha po... like she is my dai ga jie like that.
but is still nice to hear her stories and understanding her
she is special you know =)
that's why i'm accepting the challenge or rather the mission
to become best friends ....
wonder how you know what am i thinking de leh?
i must gambateh and understand her more! =D
Thursday, November 18, 2010
As you all know, school ended, means that the boredom of the holidays are all over me
Although i hate to say goodbye to my lovely form 3 life.
but i just have to move on. to another challenging level. GAHH
cheen, i know you are reading this.. dun read la .. u will shui bu zhao.. hahaha
You.. make my heart pound till so fast when you confessed to me...
Yesterday, i went to the星洲日报总社 for my xue ji interview ...
It was so scary.... the place is like an ICEAGE.
freezing cold. and i don't think that my brain was even functioning properly. haha
all those未来学哥学 姐were really really friendly.
is amazing how they can talk so much with strangers.. hahahahaha
You look so cute when i say i like you on the bus.. hahaaahhahahaha XP
one said that i'm easily 自HIGH. and some recognize me in the sbs camp
OHOHOHOHOH.. *sorry la xiao hui, because of your hair, nobody recognizes you XDDD*
i don't know why other schools can go for interview in one group
while us, have to go in one by one. maybe it's better this way.
but.. i was freaking nervous
alot of ppl say we look vry match.. ya meh? =P
kim tian went in first.. then it was my turn T.T
i really don't know how to introduce myself. and i didn't even tell anyone in detail
about what i answer in the interview room. because.. it was so embarassing ==
my head was BLANK. i thought of the words. but i can't make them into a sentence
how could i??? GAH. then the 'climax'
your internet a... FASTER on9 laa!!! i blog dy leh~~~~
the person ask me whether do i dare to sing in front of them
of course i say yes == then he ask again. do i dare to sing outside in front of everyone
how could i say no???? i must show confidence right? (although i don't have any)
fine, i say yes. then he really ask me to go out and sing...
WAWAWA T^T i was so shocked... ==
fine, *deep breath* i sang.. 'lalalalalalala~'
then went back in.. kena praise pula XDDDDDDD
later, i was not so scared anymore. and he looks abit satisfied with me
on with more questions~~~~~~
SOOO... I HOPE I CAN PASS LAAA.
i think u very sha lo... dunno why u make me very 心疼 =(
after me, it was siew hui's turn.. her interview was the quickest among three of us ..
and you know what? all three of us kena singing.
but..but.. but... why.. i need to get out of the room to sing??? ==
then.. we went to the canteen to eat lo.. and we chit-chat with all my未来学哥学姐
they are FUN! xue ji life, sounds very interesting. hahahaha
never knew i'm so interested dy~~ soo.. hope i can pass la!!! =D
Sunday, November 14, 2010
其实，你们都不懂，我最讨厌的地方就是当每个人的眼神都集中在你身上的地方
舞台，从小上到大。不过，没有一次不怕
没有人懂，其实我真的很怕，生怕一出错就引起全场的嘲笑声
就是怕，那些皱着眉头的人，就是怕别人的眼光。
每一次表现得不好，下了台，我就笑也笑不出。
手和脚依然在颤抖，觉得自己很无助
如果别人说我唱得好听，我会觉得跟难过。
但如果有人说我唱得不好，我还是一样难过。
最终，我还是保持沉默
你们知不知道，我很讨厌他
你，哦，对不起，您。。 每一次看到我就在瞪。
而我，只可以面无表情地当作没有看到
你懂为什么吗? 因为。至少我懂什么叫尊敬长辈
不然我已经毫不留面子给你了。
我觉得您一定是认为我是一个不好的学生，随你~ 不干我的事
不过拜托您，收起那个杀人的眼神
你认为每个人都很喜欢你吗? 你觉得你很幽默吗?
呵，你看清楚点。
i will be waiting for your face to face confession!!!! =P love you =)
害怕，
没心情，
什么也做不了。
Thursday, November 11, 2010
非常。。
满意。。
我。。
今天的。。
表现咯!!!!!!!! 哈哈哈哈哈哈
原来自我催眠是很有关管用的。哈哈
在后台，我一直跟自己讲 ‘我是最好的。我是最好的’
而且。好痛不痛，今天喉咙痛。好好，由来自我催眠
‘我的喉咙没有痛。。我的喉咙没有痛’
结果。真的站在台上。一点感觉都没有。哈哈哈 *偷笑*
所以。在歌还没唱完前。我已经忍不住在笑了。哈哈哈哈哈
真的没有想到我的表现那么好咯。。哈哈
死啦死啦 perasan liao !!!~~~~~
因为我想到在看星光传奇赛，莫文蔚讲在比赛的时候，定定看着一个地方就不会紧张
所以。我一紧张就一直看着前面那5个VIP。 哈哈
可以啦，校长有微微笑啦。昨天就看到她苦着脸的
证明我有进步啦。。。。呵呵呵呵呵呵
所以就这样。我一整天都傻掉了。哈哈
一直在狂笑。。。。。
不过。stayback+hyper 的确弄到我很累。
就这样。睡醒了。现在又精神回了。哈哈 ==
我真的傻到无可救药
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
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YA LA. is him.... OMG ... so leng zai wehhh...
aiyer... if he is in real life then good lo T^T why is he in the book???
cannot like this de T^T^T^T somemore ping dun let me cut it out =(
don't know why these days. i can't stop thinking of you =(
Well, is quite sad for us to wait from 7.30 to 10.30 only can go in ...
nevermind la.. since siew hui n pui ling got come.
try to be cheerful abit lo.
we took this at the entrance.... haha.. like model like tat ==
quite 38 lo ====================
don't know whose idea is this ho??????
is starting to affect my life. i'm not usually like this ... is it a good thing or bad thing?
since cheen's purpose here is to see the penguins~ so we start from the penguins first
look at the little cutie~ so small .....
maybe you are the only one who can understand my loneliness right?
then we go to the aquarium. it was a little.... little.... creepy. but i still can stand la ==
especially this one. creepy dao..... alll my hair stand up dy ..... T^T
is great to know that you say u will like me only, but i got a feeling i'm gonna lose you =(
ling's expression is definitely better than mine.
everytime i'm not happy, you will be there for me right?
then only we decided to visit the mammals.
the girrafe.
this elephant really friendly lo. keep sticking out his trunk like want to shake hands with us.
then we saw a couple of tourist who actually touched his trunk
it was like.... so cute ^^
rmb.. in the bird park.. ping call the ostrich 骆驼 ==
now. when we see this... we keep shouting for ping.. to see her ‘鸵鸟’
i tell you. this 'hamster' is huge ==
(i don't know what is it call)
i love this picture so much... although i'm not in it.
all of us =)
我要学会寂寞和沉默。
以后一定会用的着的
有时笑着很累
Saturday, November 6, 2010
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途
Today went to Pc Fair in Mid-valley~ the crowd.. made my head spinning
too many people la .... my tiny brain cannot stand. haha
Well, the good thing is.. i got a Brand New. Laptop! hahahahahaha
don't jealous people =) my dad bought it cause he saw me working so hard for PMR
and getting straight A's for trial. then say i sure get straight A's for PMR T^T
never knew you are worried about me... hahahaa
i tell you, that is soo not possible~ i'm not getting my hopes up.
since my luck is always not that good. i don't expect straight A's.
ah, forget it ....~~ i am not going to talk about this topic.
ask you a question you like to ask me la! miss me anot? =)
the salesperson's mouth really really really geng.
i should go and learn from him sometimes.. i was giving my really cool look
but his words.. are like a machine gun.. is like~~ 'Boom! boom! boom!'
i don't know how many words he had say O.O
my heart was filled with amazed.. feel like wanting him to be my teacher XDD
Later piano~ is nothing special without kwx =(
although i did have more time to play my piano without her ..ahaha
but still.. dull piano class~ hahahaa... somemore she pindah dy T^T far far away =(
now.. i think we can only talk through phone..... AHHH~
at least she's still going to piano class.. but we're not tumpang-ing each other anymore
i love the way that we talk and laugh so loud that we actually ignored each others parents in front
geng eh? ahahaa.. our style. my dad say we are very noisy.. hahahaha
is not the same when i tumpang other ppl's car.. i rather stay quiet.
dunno until when only i can find another person like her =(
she knows what am i thinking. my taste and everything.
那么多年的好友不是白做的 =)
looking foward in staying over in your NEW house during the holidays ^^
love you ♥
Thursday, November 4, 2010
why did it snap and break off?
this kind of heart breaking,for each other to do trial and error and acquire preparation,
I understand but I'm lost, was this really okay?
We might've had the possibility =)
Since there's a VERY LAZY person holding the camera...
and it actually takes years.. for her.. to ..upload. all... the ... photos!!!!
all the nice nice ones... she also haven't upload yet =========
why i still blog you ask? because.. i'm currently bored out =)
on 2/11 the form 3's were 'honoured' to go to the bird park thing ==
we went to the orchid farm first.. i never knew that orchid can be planted under the hot sun O.O
cause.. orchids are normally planted under a shade or something
but the orchid i saw were all under the bright sun.. WOW.
such great gardeners they are. hahaha
the environment was quite nice also la.... MAMAMIA~~ si ping a T^T
the photos arr.......... urgh.. fine~ carry on.... carry on..~~~~~
then after the orchids... suddenly appear some hibiscus farm thing ==
OK, is this the orchid farm or hibiscus farm ha????
ME and cheen were pointing at a huge hibiscus up there
the light is too bright dy .... because the hibiscus was so big and nice
so we point at it lo XD
you know. this place looks very very nice.. the building it pure WHITE! =)
but the flowers aren't .. hahahahaha
after that we went to the bird park looo~
i keep chasing after a peacock == cause its tail is like soo long and pretty...
down
and i wanted to touch it.. ^^ but. but... it kinda afraid of me and ran away T.T
then.. i saw a hornbill in the cage one.. haha
it look so cute... but. who knew (it is very evil inside)
it scared me... by flapping its wings and fly from the tree above right in front of me..
i shouted (1st time) then when i want to touch it...
it kinda... almost..poke my hand with his beak!!!!.. i shout. again (2nd time)
fine~ it hates me == so i don't want to play with it anymore
down =DD
then~~~~~~ i saw another hornbill..
i asume it will be more kind than the one which wanted to poke me...
who knew... (i actually forgot wat it did) then i shout again (3rd time)
and i scared it away~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
not yet
conclusion: hornbills HATE me
down-er
then we went to a 'room' where all the parrots are^^
aww.. they are soo cute.. until one poke me with its beak!!!!!! @##$&$##@
now.. parrots hate me... ==
oh wait.. birds just hate me ============
i look so nice in this picture!!!!! muahahhahahahaa
i look so nice in this picture!!!!! muahahhahahahaa
we look like traffic light ... hahahahhaaha
i should have change place with jin yuen..
so it makes.. 'stop, prepare to stop and go.' hahahahhaa
the waterfall... green, yellow, yellow, green.
which one is me??? hahahahaha only we know ourselves X)
finally, i'm brave enough to find my deep thoughts and admit that i like you, you are lucky =P
OH. and the nursery~~~ so cute .... the baby chick and ducklings ...
awww... they are sooo fluffy and helpless. XDDDD
actually not many ppl bothered about the ducklings.
so i go n give one of them a big hug.. hahahahahha *jk*
i just picked it up.. hahahhaa... poor ugly duckling.. *although it is not ugly*
jin yuen said that those 2 birds were kissing... hahahahaha
they are in the nursery... aren't they just kids?
haih~~ kids today.. hahahahahhahahahahhahahaaa...
but they look so cute! =D
Play in the playground like a little kid =)
Play in the playground like a little kid =)
hahahahaha... the slide is soo tall!!! i like it! hahahaha
reminds me of my childhood. hahaha
you guys know that my hearing got abit problem de la..
you guys know that my hearing got abit problem de la..
haha.. it's not my fault.. maybe i was day-dreaming
then one day.. i heard a song.. one of the lyrics is like this:
当记忆长出翅膀飞翔
but.. i heard....
当鸡翼长猪翅膀飞翔
当鸡翼长猪翅膀飞翔
i am so sorry to the composer of this song .... i didn't really mean it...
but i actually heard that ==================
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
I just find myself deeply breathe again
All this confusion makes me want you more
Don’t know why I keep on coming back to you?
Is this love?
you know what? my schedule is FULLY PACKED
9/11- Zoo Trip
10/11- Khidmat Masyarakat
11/11- *secret for now*
12/11- prefect's night
13/11- class party (i guess)
16/11- preparation
17/11- interview O.O
AHH... i'm just so bored right now.. till i even post my timetable in my blog.
.... i'm seriously waiting patiently for my pictures from yesterday's trip =(
Yer. ping ar.. don't so lazy.. faster upload!!!!! =D
so for the mean time... no pictures of me here yet.. AHEM hahahaha
urgh.. i want those pictures so badly....
and i'm BORED OUT!! save me?
that's why i hate holidays... i have absolutely nothing to do
and i can't seem to bring myself to do my theory and practise my piano
die la... but a good thing is.. i'm gonna see kwx.. or am i? =(
super missing everyone now... i wanna see kwx~~~ kwx~~~ kwx~~~
1 month didn't see liao =( and val val also....... =(
but i still see tor tor, clinton and michelle around.. hahahahahhaa
Ah.. missing .......... you.......... soooo.........badly............ T^T
Monday, November 1, 2010
原地不动 或向前走 突然在意这分钟
渐渐体会到格格不入的感觉。
微笑着，心却没有任何感觉。
It's like he doesn't hear a word i say
his mind is somewhere far away
and i don't know how to get there.
