Saturday, January 30, 2010
cauz my teeth is irritating me!!! urgh..so i can't sleep
i on the light and take out my novel to read
i almost cry leh.....but i didn't la...compare to my friends, i cold blooded abit
hahaha.... then my bro wake up at 7.00
waaa...he really siao wan.... always wake up so early dunno for wat
then hippy came in my room...he dun wanna sleep!!!
i feel like sleeping but he keep biting my hand, hair and my blanket
so..... i play with him lo!!!! later we went into my bro's room
and the hippy war started!!!!! both of us against a little doggie
so ke lian right? but hippy is strong....
he bite me until all red liao T^T hippy is angry!!!!
and very very fierce...bite here bite there..
we use blanket to cover him to stop his madness
but he is still mad!! really mad!!! but i like the sound he make
haha.....my bro use water gun to shoot him..
we keep shouting like little children....
everyone maybe wondering am i a little old to play like a baby?
well, yes, yes i am (copy phineas' line XD)
but it was fun~~~~ later, the hippy war ended since my dog dun wanna play
anymore~~~ hahaha..and just now....
i have hippy war with hippy all alone...and it was fun
i trick him to run up and down the stairs....
while, i only go up 1 step and go down 1 step...hahaha
in the end, i let him rest la...since i m tired..
and he is more tired...hahahahaaa....
gtg ler........sayornara!!!!
Friday, January 29, 2010
the 1 hour ++ feels like 5 minutes..hahaha..call me crazy~
seriously la...... at the beginning, the feeling was really nice
but now.... it hurts....i can't taste my food T^T
is the teeth and my taste receptors connected or something?
is only the 1st few hours and i am complaining already
hahaa...i really have alot of complains
i really have nothing to blog about..
hahahaa..... oh ya, i found out alot of my friends are being emo this week
is this week emo week? but y m i hyperactive?
err...no...i m starting to emo also..
join their emo group.... but i kept my mind off things now..
i dun wanna think about anything for the time being...
soooo~~ let it be la................
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
gahhh, i dun wanna care about it anymore
since i let my feelings out with a single tear =)
thx to si ping who lend me her shoulder to lean on..=)
so i dun care anymore...
i dun care if i m the last in class
i dun care i m the worst in concentrading
i dun care anymore... my goal is PMR
i dun care about others anymore....
so i dun wanna post about any sad posts today
clinton really make me addicted to camp rock ==
i just say ' i m too cool'
and we keep singing the song aledi ==
so now, i m hafaling the lyrics...hahahaha
i m sooo crazy.....the virus is spreading
i can't stop singing tat song..gah gah gah
and we even learn how to dance tim ==
haha..at least something makes me happy =)
eval finished her intervensi also~~~ hooray for the eval girl
hooray for u~~~~ 2morow will be better than today~
(i hope)
cheen:
thx for the cards...good luck in your operation
sounds scary..but i m going to the dentist too
to stick the thing on my teeth ==
i have no idea wat is that
but.....just good luck la! =)
cause i m too cool~~~
yeah, i m too cool to know you~~
don't take it personal~
don't get emotional~
you know its the turth~~~
i m too cool for you~~~~
( i m crazy ==)
i can't help the way i am~~~~~~
hope you don't misunderstand~~~ (i m too cool for you)
Monday, January 25, 2010
it makes me wanna cry when i think about getting bad results..
alot of question i also tembak...haih...
i just wanna cry.......... cry my heart out =(
stress is all over me....
my tuition teacher said tat intervensi is just to test ourselves
but..... i definitely can't pass....
gahhhh.... a happy day just became a sad one =(
nth to blog about actually, just wanna type my feelings out
Sunday, January 24, 2010
jacq and my bro~~~
so many ppl's birthday is on 23rd of jan..
haha..i share my birthday with my cousin also =)
same year, same month, same day but i m older =)
hahahahahahaaaa..... dunno y i can't get sejarah into my brain
will i get under 60? haih.... i really didn't think about it much
i only care about whether i can study correctly anot..
gahhhh..my geo is wayy better than my sejarah
i used to hate geo...but now i hate sejarah ==
cheen n ah si say tat geo is hard...but i think geo is super easy
they say sej is better than geo...but i think sej is the worst of all
how can all those smart ppl study so well??????
y is my brain stuck everytime there's an exam?
y m i so nervous???? i m never nervous for an exam b4
gah gah gah gah...i can even do my UPSR without fear
y only this small intervensi make me so nervous?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i wanna shout!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, January 22, 2010
just to make my blog alive la XD
wow, i m super tired from yesterday till today..
i skipped tuition =) y do i have to stayback anyway???
haih, but thx to cheen who generously cook me my lunch =)
thank you! thank you! thank you! love you!
to tell the truth, i didn't really exercise for 1 year O.O
haha..so not planning to enter any of the acara this year
i really tried my very best to open my eyes to study
ya, but i couldn't haha... i decided to sleep at 10.hahaha
like always la...so i didn't read my science =(
sososososo, today science all tembak..hahahahaa
although i study KH alot...but i really use the whole 1 n a half hour to do
omg.... m i a slowpoke? i can see everyone is done...
but me...still looking at my paper...T^T
i have no confidence for getting A anymore..
i lost my confidence since..errr....a long time ago?
nevermind, i still can live without confidence =)
tomorrow maths, usually i wun even touch my book if i see this sub
but today, i m doing latihan T.T m i changing so fast already???
hahahaa....got another A better than another B rite????
lol....this short post just became a long one ==
oh well, sayornara~
Sunday, January 17, 2010
unfortunately, cheen is at tuition....soo i go alone..
ya, i need to stand those eyes.... some curious
some which hate hippy....some which love him..
ya, but like i always do.... i ignore them all...
well, there's nothing i can do rite???
and 1 of them even kicked hippy when i wasn't looking...
urgh..i was mad..but i chose to ignore...
ya, i hated tat stupid person...although i dunno who is it
and they even laughed... wat can i do?
scold them? no, i chose to keep quiet like i always do..
although it was raining, my dad still wanna jog..
so i just walked around with hippy in the rain..
ya, it was dirty...and cold...(actually i dun feel the cold cauz i was sweating)
but it was fun....running in the rain to get shelter haha
actually, alot of ppl was in the pondok...
and i HATE those ppl... so i choose to just sit on the bench in the rain
but the big big big tree was blocking the rain
soo...it was nothing....now i m sooo tired...
and those little kids even come to the garden even it was raining
actually, it kinda reminds me of the times when i was small
ya, carefree.....little...kid...hahahaa
but now my life changed alot... not carefree anymore
there are so many things tat i need to care about
and i always go to the garden last time...
since i have no tuition and no piano....and again CAREFREE
hahahaaa....now...i have piles of homework, tuition and piano
and the worst is exam......piano exam, school exam and
PMR
i have so many things to do~~~~
i wish i was a little kid again..when i was in kindergarden
everything was soo easy tat u have no need to touch the book
hahahahahahaha...seriously......
and my mum would tie my hair till nice nice =)
but when i came back..my hair will turn into a nightmare..
i have problem removing all the rubber bands...
and i get to steal my bro's baby food..hahaha
okok, i noe it is bad to steal food from a baby
but the baby food was sooooooo soooooo yummy =P
but now, my bro turned annoying n i hate him ==
soooo let it be, i dun care about him also... XP
well, better stop here...
books are waiting for me to read them...
sayornara =)
Saturday, January 16, 2010
ya, we see each other every monday, tuesday, wednesday n thurday
dunno y, when clinton comes back from africa....
we get crazier...hahahaa..cauz he is like the middle ppl of us
he talk to the boys and the girls...hahahaa
and the great thing in common tat him, me and eval have is....
WE ARE TOTAL PHINEAS AND FERB FANS!!!
we are singing phineas and ferb songs every tuition day
hahaa.... recently we are singing E.V.I.L B.O.Y.S
is fun to sing tat u noe.... hahahhahaaaa
i even try to sing the song with the voice...omg..
it really hurts my throat....and i need to shout when i m dutying..
luckily didn't get sore throat..... hahahahaaa
actually..... got 1 time i tersalah sing the song...and it was quite a joke
i sang : they built a roller coaster and a beach in the backyard,
build fifty tree feet house robots
vi vian : fifty three feet house robots???????
me: oh sorry, fifty feet tree house robots...hahahaaaa
clinton: those boys are evil
me: sing it with me!!!
everyone: E.V.I.L B.O.Y.S
suddenly victor says he dunwan to do sejarah latihan
but everyone is done!! except for clinton...
me : L.A.Z.Y B.O.Y.S
yee shing: l..a...z..y..oh....lazy....
and eval sang spongebob song!!!! haha
i terpengaruh her.... song name FUN
it goes like : F is for friends that do stuff together, U is for u n me..
me: N is for?????? (i seriously forgot)
yee shing: N is for nothing...
and still me and eval's routine...(extended version)
vi vian: bow chika bow mow
me: tat's wat my baby say
vi vian: mow mow mow
me: and my heart starts pumpin'
vi vian: gitchee gitchee goo wa
me: never gonna stop~
vi vian: gitchee gitchee gitchee goo means tat
me: I LOVE YOU!!!
me: gitchee gitchee goo u too
vi vian: gitchee gitchee goo u too~~~
together: no need a dictionary
and we start all over again...hahahahahahahaha
i better stop here liao....haha
i m addcited to phineas and ferb aledi!!!!!!
no..actually is i m a 100% phineas and ferb fan!!!!!!!
hahaha..sayornara~
Friday, January 15, 2010
and don't ever ever wake up......
everything please stop coming into my brain..
i can't take too many things.....
i feel like shouting..... the so call 'wei xin' is back...
i m starting to feel down again....
i dun wanna wake up..
when i did, everything will crash into my brain..
and i can't take it much longer....
i can't do anything anymore..
i can't play my piano well
i can't study well..
i dun have the mood to do my homework..
i just wanna go to my world..
where nothing is there...the place tat only i can find my smile back
i really have no mood to do anything now
sooooooo...bye
gahh... left 6 days then exam liao...
well, i m not nervous yet...but still..haih...
i have been very emo for two days...ya..i dun feel right
but now i m smiling again =)
hahahaaaa...dunno wat's my problem also....
i got jawatan for permainan n badan beruniform =)
got marks liao!!! hahaa..
i learn the lyrics of yi miao ye hao from siew hui..
hahahaa..she teach me till headache liao..
i m sooo forgetful XP.... but now i rmb all!!
well, not all la... only the chorus...
i actually got alot of things tat i wanna talk about..
but when i m in front of the com...
i suddenly forgot...hahaha..oh well..
better blog about wat i m thinking now...
oh ya, jie shan is in sbs liao!! hahaaa... she is nice to hug =)
hahahahahaa....
today suddenly arif and ammar biao bai to me..
hahahaha...is actually fake la... but it is still very funny...
满头都是问号，他讲的东西是在暗示我些什么吗？
那我现在应该做些什么？
为什么有那么多人，他偏要看着我讲？
我是不是要以行动来证明给他看？
我是做得到的
我不会怕。
i dunwan to be the one who is scared of everything anymore!!!
Sunday, January 10, 2010
ta-da!! i took this picture myself..hahaha..*proud*
just a thing to motivate me to study study study =)
my parents say it is cute..hahaaaa...ya, i really study alot today
hooray for the smiley vegie~~~ hahaa
now..is resting time =) heheheee...well, today i m happy..
actually i m always happy...is one of my new year resolution
- laugh more, smile more =D
oh ya, i wan to post about my lovely hippy =)
suddenly checked my phone got alot of pictures of him..
sooo..i just upload la...=)
me and hippy in his 'bee shirt'
get it? hi-bee? hahahahaaa....
cute cute hippy=) he's great at looking at the camera =)
i no need to take many times hehehee...
hippy on my bed.....awww...he's soo cute ;)
but actually he is super fat XP
u wan to see how much he growed???
compare compare compare:
cute, small and innocent
become big, heavy and evil evil doggie *yikes*
i dunno how a small dog turn into this==
but i still love him.... =)
ya, he is sleepy...hahahaaaaa
everyone loves him =)
Saturday, January 9, 2010
tat my exam is on the 21st!! which is very very near!!
but till now....i think all the things i studied...is like not in my brain
i forced myself to do sooo many things....
but in the end....i guess i didn't really learn a thing
so, can i just go to take the exam..empty inside?
gahh..i dunno wat should i do...i m out of weekends..
which are the days tat i m FREE to study.....
urgh urgh urgh.....i feel like skipping tuition.....
but...it is a stupid thing to do and a watse of money...
wat should i do!!!!!! i m tired....really tired...
i promised myself to study study study......
i dunwan to be a failure....i dunwan to see a C grade in my results
i just wanna concentrade...y is it so hard for me to do tat simple thing?
i locked myself in my room whenever i have no sign of sleepy...
so tat i can study.... but everytime i start a subject..
i feel like changing subject aledi!!! argh argh argh...
and i haven't finish my homework...cauz i m lazy to touch my pen...
alot of my friends aledi started to work hard..
y can't i work hard too? wat to do?
how can i make myself rajin?????
wat should i do to make me read book without a sign of tired....
gahhhh...during the weekdays, i can't open my eyes...
during the weekends, i dunno where i put my brain to...
where's the possitive attitude of mine?
do i lost it somewhere? haih
urgh....i m suppose to on the com to my english essay
which now i have really no mood to do liao =(
sighh, better start finding information.....
sayornara
Friday, January 8, 2010
it is friday~~ the most tiring yet relaxing day...haha
actually quite alot happen this week....should i list it out?
ya, i should... omg... i m talking to myself O.O
lets see........
1st..i m seperated from all the ah si's...
2nd...i m seperated from yee cheen T^T
and 3rd!!!!! i m stuck with a certain someone which i hate....(nt in class la XP)
haha..all bad things...actually..not very bad also..la...
ok..i now i list the great things tat happen..
1st..i can see all my friends again~~~
2nd..i m the AJK disiplin in class (nth much actually, i didn't do anything..haha)
3rd..my recess time is now 10.50..which made me very hungry..
4th..i sit beside kar kar!!!!!! hahaaa
5th.. our moral n PJ is with 3B!!! yay!! cheen!!!!
6th.. i m talking less in class n focus more on studies..hohoho
7th..i can speak english without thinking wat should i say!!!!
8th.. i m jaga-ing my class for the 3rd time..hahaaa
9th.. 4 of my teeth are gone~~O.O
10th.. knowing that our nearest exam is on the 21st T.T
11th.. my tuition time is killing me.....
12th.. i stared at the sejarah book for almost 1 week liao...T.T
13th..*deep breath* scared of wearing braces.....=(
14th.. my gums still hurts......and i still can taste blood
15th.. i m being crazier in tuition..hahaha (not in skul)
16th.. i starting to hate my hair more n more...
17th.. alot of teachers that are teaching me are new~
18th.. i m scolded by ah si for being stupid
19th.. ah si 's are ignoring me.....
20th..*very very tired liao* i m SUPERR busy...
21th.. my BM...haihs...its still the worst worst worst
~i dunno how long can i keep this up~
22th.. sejarah is killing me...and i m touching science =)
23th.. i need to climb up more flights of stairs to get to me class..==
24th.. i m doing revision after skul instead of sleeping 1hour ++ T.T
25th.. i think i m lack of sleeping =(
26th.. i m walking to tuition!!! argh!!!!
27th.. to get out of my skul..we need to be sardines....as in squeeze in a small door
28th.. i hate the dentist's cotton...
29th.. i forgot alot of things tat i should remember...
30th.. i forced myself to nap for half n hour which is not enough!!!
31th.. *gasping for air* singing all types of song but ah si say is sien =(
32th.. i m on a diet...but it is not very effective......
33th.. i only can have my nap for half n hour!!!!
lol...till i stop here...later alot of things i say....
cheen is getting braces too =)
she need to cabut 5 teeth O.O omg...
worst than me....=( but nvm la..
at least she is determine rite cheen? ;)
cheen,
u really gave up? well, it is a good thing actually..haha
i m trying to give up..... but shun qi zhi ran ba..
hahaha....this year we wear braces together...
have sliver teeth for 1 year + hahaha
but i m still scared =( i need a hug from u =)
hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug
hahaha.. i too high liao....
oh ya...jie shan is coming to SBS!!! yay!!!
hahahaaaa........ see u on tues =)
Friday, January 1, 2010
希望一一从我的手中飘走...........
today is the 1st day of 2010....wooo~~~
nothing much actually...and nothing special..
i m just bored.....i have nothing to do..haih....
i was waiting for cheen to come back from Dubai..
i only can talk and see her in skul.....yerrrrrrrrr
well, i dun have much chance to talk to her also =(
school will reopen on monday....... but i dun feel like going to skul
dunno y, i still wanna stay at home..
and be the carefree girl (well, not so carefree la XP) at home
now, i still haven't finish my homework..haha
i mean science la....
actually i have no idea i have this homework until sh told me
n i m sooo lazy to do it....only left all paper 2...
and i didn't even touch my tuition work too =)
i m just soo lazy.... i only studied a little...sejarah..hahaa....
and i m sooo lazy to study it now..
haih, let it be.....i feel like jumping off a building....
hahahaaaaa...dunno y? i m thinking alot of crazy things lately..
maybe because i mix with crazy ppl...hahaha XD
and i suddenly feel like swimming in the sea...hahaha
so many crazy thoughts...but the one thing i m gonna do
is...study == the worst thing ever....
y do books exsist anyway? and i have trouble sleeping
i only can fall asleep at 12!!! omg...how m i gonna survive my 1st day?
and my panda eyes are getting worse!! worse i tell u!!!
si ping is gonna say me on monday
i noe wat is she going to say aledi....
1st.... she will say i fat liao....i m seriously fat =(
2nd..my panda eyes are worse than last year..
hahaaa....if i go to skul will thin back de...
cauz i can't stop eating at home...
but i can definitely stop eating at skul
i wan to save money and wan to diet =D
y i suddenly write so much here..hahahaa XD
well, better stop here orelse i have more crazy thoughts liao..
hahaa..sayornara!!
miss you very very very very much cheen =(
