Saturday, September 21, 2013
Well
just a random thought :P
last time, when we have problems doing our homework
we would always call our friends to ask for help
that's why you can remember every single phone number of theirs
but now,
since smart phones are created
when we encounter any problems, we would just whatsapp our friends
"ehh, how to do 6D ah? can you send me a picture?"
well, so i never actually hear their voices through the phone before
hahaha
Saturday, September 14, 2013
5间心仪的大学已经选了。
但是，却怕自己没有那个能力当他们的学生。
要拿下AAA
我是不是高估我自己了？
虽然数学已经稳拿A了。但A*会对我比较有利
可是我又做到吗？
我真的很怕。
如果5间大学都不收我。。
那么，我是不是很失败？
我似乎开始怀疑自己的能力
尤其是上会计课的时候。。
明明是自己最强的科目
不知为什么。。
越来越没有信心。
真的没有信心。。
econs更加不用说。
每次考试的成绩。。
没有爬上A。只希望老师不会以这两次考试的成绩来衡量我。
高数，还没有正式学到。
信心是有。但是
事实往往不如想象。
还是等上课了再说
我好想去英国
可是，自信心却一天一天减少。
我能吗？
我真的能吗？
Saturday, September 7, 2013
Found this picture in my album
guess it was from quite awhile ago
Well, it took quite some time for me to get back into shape
after being such a lazy bumb for the pass few months.
but ta-da! i got my motivation back :)
got my engine started until June next year.
no more cooling off as it'll be really hard to warm it up again
Syllabus are definitely getting harder by the day
i remember getting a headache after learning differentation
i have to start like all over again to get used to it.
but the problem is
the time i have now is only enough for me to finish my homework.
can't squeeze extra time for revision
lecturers have been giving homework like there's no tomorrow
what's worse is i need to decide on my unis and write my personal statement and complete my ucas application too!
Sigh.
at least i'm not applying to Oxbridge so i still have time :/
i spent like few hours to decide on my 5 uni choices today
well, at least something came up
Foregoing LSE as living expenses in London is just too high
and i prefer spending my uni life in a real campus
but i'm still thinking whether to choose between Lancaster or Exeter though.
PRAYING that i can get in University of Bath.
It has the type of course i want.
3 years of learning and 1 year of working placement.
that's exactly what i wanted.
prefect combination.
too bad they only have it in Bath. so i really hope i can enter :((
Oh ya, quite a number of A* is determined in the coming January exam
kind of nervous as everything is still new to me.
C34, M2, S2, praying to get 90 and above. and the A* is mine ><
Losing confidence in Accounts though.
i feel slow. I feel like i'm not as good as before anymore.
better get into shape.
Although Economics is really hard, I still have hope in myself
i still believe that i can get an A for Economics.
no matter what the others say.
Hard, doesn't mean impossible.
i truly believe, that's what keeps me motivated up till now.
I WANT TO GET INTO BATH!
:)
i really hope i can go UK next year.
so i'm going to my best!
so, start your engines, people!
Should i say that it is awkward?
People who i thought was important, weren't that important
or maybe they don't consider me as important
But
People who i thought wasn't that crucial in my life
actually proven to me, how much i need them.
It is a relieve that.
it is not yet too late for me to realise this.
in fact, it is just in time.
for me to really know, who cares for me and who doesn't
I'm happy actually.
I kept searching for that certain someone in my life
and just went i was giving up
but, he/she is actually right by my side all this time.
Thank you.
如果有一天我不找你了，你会不会找我？
:)
我多希望你会。
可惜:')
