Sunday, January 30, 2011
YER。。我真的很爱你们咯 =PP
真的啦 =) 今天看到培训营第三组的人 =)
我还蛮开心的 =)
YERR。。绮彦讲我黑眼圈深了 TT
YERRR。。不美了咯 哈哈哈哈哈
死啦。。。不熬夜又不能 TT
sorry lo,只能讲。。我太忙了。。
然后~~看到凯蓉 ^^ 哈哈。。。
她讲很想念我们WOR。。YERR。。sweet到你啦 =P
我还看到其他的 =DDD
^^^^^^^^^^^ 爱死你们 =P
虽然。。没什么时间说话 =P
其实。。今天。。还跟蕉赖区的同届们混到很开心 =DD
尤其是跟49婆 XDDDD (燕婷)
38婆 (晓惠)
男女都不参的(金田)
喜欢讲反话的 (润款)
那个38婆和四49婆。。吵到要死。
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!
你们怎么讲吵的???
站在她们旁边。。显到我有多文静TIM ^^
OHOHOHOHOHOHO..
真的，今天很开心 =)
很开心很开心 =)
看到蕉赖区的同届、学哥学姐们、和第三组的组员 =)
49婆~~~~
我们都一致认为
XXXXXXXXXXXXX (机密) =P
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
没想到。。我们会感觉到同样的东西 =PP
还有，我想谢谢语涵学姐
乐意听我的故事 =) (或诉苦吧??)
真的，希望自己可以做得更好。
讲真。。学记，比学校更好。。学记的感情很真。在学校这种感情。。我却找不到。我真的。 很久没有真心笑过。。不过。对学记们 =)我的感觉真的不同。就算不认识也好，很快，大家都混在一起了 =)我真的很爱很爱他们 =)
Friday, January 28, 2011
没心情，
想太多了，
很烦。
为什么感觉上，
真正支持我的人
寥寥无几?
我现在
也不懂我自己是什么感觉
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
recently, i just found out that i have a strange and werid thinking
well, it is strange and weird
but at the same time.
it is a very good thinking
ok, fine.. maybe you all will think that i am crazy~
but, seriously.. i'm telling the turth..
i just found out that.. i am studying for the sake of studying
not for the sake of exam is near or wat
till now, i stilldon't get the stress exam feeling yet
and plus.. i have no idea how to answer subjective questions
is like, there's a mind set in my mind that says
" who cares if you fail certain subjects?"
well, i know.. i will probably cry when i know i fail
but is just that weird feeling la..
when teachers are actually giving tips for exam
my mind was actually thinking about
" isn't this an exam? why are they like.. giving us tips?"
"so.. we just study that certain chapters that is stated?"
weird right?
i know 99.99999% of people LOVE tips.
but now.. i found out that~
i don;t == i hate it.
is just. what's the point of giving you the whole textbook if you're not going to finish it?
and.. my tuition teacher (new one)
when he/she teaches. he/she will tell me
"oh, this section will come out less in SPM so no need to pay attention"
so i was like "huh?"
they just don't know
one mark.. make a BIG difference
and maybe because of that one mark.
you lost one A
or maybe a once in a life time opportunity to get an A+
fine~ maybe you all think that i am all so smart that i LOVE studying
erm.. no ~ i don't like studying at all.
but.. just don't know why
i want a brighter future
i don't want to stuck in a world
that people only think that science stream people are geniuses
i am TOTALLY sick of it!
they just go to science stream.. because there are smart people
and people around them will praise them for being "Smart"
i just don't like that concept. i like to
prove to everyone that account classes are great too =)
anyway, i'm so in love with accounts and ekonomi asas...
don't know why.. i just love it =)
it's late... better stop here .
and.. i am not talking about sensitive issue here
is just my opinion.. once again
is just my opinion....
goodnight dears =)
Thursday, January 20, 2011
It has been ages since i been here
so, let's do some updating :D
Well, mountains of homeworks. i managed to reduce until
left 10%... just one more ekonomi notes. then i'm finish!
now, i really need to rest my hands
i JUST finished my ekonomi latihan.
5 essays TT omg~~~~~~~~~~
it's really a miracle for me to finish it =DDD
last time, i would be lazying around in the house
form 4 is a miracle!!! hahaha
well, i bet all the teachers think i'm a really quiet and good student now
hahahahaha, cause i don't have much friends TT
the people i interact most is pei qian, quah and lai hoong.
ahahaha..
but when, moral time comes!
i'm one source of the noisiest group in the class.
ahhahaa.. cause i'm having moral with jin yuen n khoi wei =)
we all have been classified into the noisy group =PPP
but after that, i'm back to being i great student =)
now i know the dark side of being a form 4 =(
really stressing.
but i really don't regret for the decision i made
although my mum is kinda worried about me
but, this is my only chance right?
after this, there's no more.
So, why don't i just accept the challenge?
just hope i can balance up everything.
WAIT WAIT.. you don't know what am i saying?
ermm. nvm =) hahahaha
just expressing my feelings
sayornara~
Thursday, January 13, 2011
GAH... my hand is going to be cacat already TT
it would be so nice if i can use both hands to write TT
now my hand is awfully pain =(
i can't believe my class is actually catching up with 4A
well, i didn't say it's a bad thing.
It's kind of a good thing =)
is like, we are a good class also ^^
sooo~~~~~ i better cope with it.. hahahahahahaa
now, i just feel really really tired.
at least i have abit fun when i stayed back today =)
talking to the prefect gang.. hahahahaha
and we.. actually finish the board! wEEE~~~~
it looks much nicer than last time.. hahahaha
don't mean to brag but, i'm quite happy that i have jawatan in all clubs.. hahaha
*proud* hahahaha .....
thanks for those who vote for me anyway...
although we actually like.... "cheated" in olahraga.. =P
hahahaha, we are so fake right? =P
AH~ hope i can cope with studies, co curriculum and xue ji!
must find a balance point! hahaha.
if not, i sure die T^T
and my phone bill.. == i'm dying..
kill me anyone?
AND! add maths T^T ... gahh~ form 4 is tough =(
so many works to do....
well, quite looking forward for the chinese camp meeting tomorrow ..
YER.. don't know why also.. hahahahaha
ok, i think i'm officially crazy~~~
goodbye people =)
Monday, January 10, 2011
其实，我也没什么的。
只是刚刚做功课的时候就想到。。。。。
难道做了学长就会变吗?
难道做了学记就会变吗?
难道不同班就会变吗?
什么会变呢?
我说的是友谊。
其实，我感觉上。。我好像不在他们的圈子里了
我觉得，他们好像忘记了。
他们的gang里面少了一个我。
我觉得。。他们应该没有察觉到吧?
好像我不在是理所当然的
看到他们四个。。就好像已经完整了。
因为，四个，就可以分两pair
多了一个我。好像。。。
有点多余
为什么，我在的时候。
他们就一瞬间的。。同时静了下来。
好像。。我是个外人。
我就是逼我自己不要想。。
还是这样笑着走。。可是。现在就。。
不禁有点伤感
我想当作不理。。
可是。。还是过不了自己。
我不知道。。我不在的时候。
他们会说我是什么。
我真的。。好久好久。。没有跟他们说话、
谈他们的话题
所以我现在也不懂他们在讲什么。
不知道，我不在的时候。
他们有没有一点点，想到我在做什么?
过得好不好?
可是。。我还是个局外人。
那?我又可以怎样?
路是我自己选的。
简直是我自己自做自受。。
我还天真的认为。
我可以为了自己而可以放弃其他人。
我想。。我现在懂我错了。
我高估了我自己。
原来。。我仍然脆弱。
Sunday, January 9, 2011
今天~是我最一事无成的一天。。。。
好失败啊 =(
夹在家务和功课之间。结果。。
两头不到岸 ====================
算-了-吧!
来拉回来标题 =)
都讲做家务嘛~今天我。。抹抹自己的房间的架子。
所以。。把那些‘垃圾’全都搬完出来了。
我发现到。。我以前有个怪癖
就是。。爱收集垃圾。。。
AHEM。。不是真正的垃圾啦 ==
就。。例子啦!
好像。。那些结婚典礼啊~
不是新郎新娘进来的时候。。不是有~~
‘bang bang!'然后。。彩带满天飞的咩???
然后~我就‘好心’地减低那些清洁工人的工作。
帮他们‘清理’彩带咯~~~~ ==
把那些垃圾‘zap'回家，然后就把它们放在盒子里面 ==
讲真。。我也不懂目的是什么
就是。。不舍得丢罢了。。呵呵
以前，收拾了好几次。。我都不舍得丢。哈哈
今天，看到我的‘垃圾们’就决定狠下心来，把它们一次过倒进垃圾桶里 =)
干净利落 ^^
然后。。我还看到以前我做projek的那些装饰品和anime的东西
回想起来。我曾一度疯狂购买那些东西
就是来增加我的搜集品。。
还有那些美美的纸。。呵呵
我真的超喜欢的
那些纸买来当然是用来做projek的吗。。
可是。。我不是。。
做projek的时候。。我就特地买一些没有酱美的纸‘交货’
因为。。我会不舍得。
当然。今天我没有把这些装饰品、anime的东西和花纸
丢掉。。因为。。那些。。是用。。
钱买的。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 ==
没有啦!哈哈
的确是用钱买的。。但是我想要保存它们到永远永远
为什么?
因为我喜欢!
我一定不舍得用的。。
所以。。保存保存。。呵呵 ^^
不知何时开始。。我不搜集了
长大了吧? 开始有自己的目标。
开始为自己的未来而奋斗，而不是每天无所事事的
但是回忆依然存在我心里的某一个角落。
原来，小时候真的可以做一些让自己都觉得可笑的事情。哈哈
我记得~
上次看回我小时候写的日记
不知道要哭还是要笑。。
我的文笔~~和我的字体根本就不能见人的。
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
而且。。每一天几乎都是一样的。。
到现在我还记得我写。。
不是。。是每一天写。。
"我今天很开心。。因为BLABLABLA"
笑死人。。
原来一路以来。。
我长大了那么多 =)
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Well, i haven't really update my blog about my class. haha
erm. well.. how to say.
on the first day of school.
i was really really envy of A class.
because all my friends. and best friends are in that class
and... what happen next.. you all guess dao de la.
ahhaa...
then....... yesterday. i am starting to get use to my class
as in i start to actually smile to them? hahaa
and getting along....
then today.. i LAUGHED. hahahahaha
soo. i think my class is acceptable? =)
hahaa hope so ~
the thing is.. i just need to work extra extra hard
to prove to people that choosing accounts is the correct decision
or maybe just prove to juniors that science class is not necessary smart people
hahahaha *eiei, i'm not talking about sensitive issue here ==*
i'm just saying my opinion la.
soo.~ 2morow will be really studying already
just do yoru best everyone =)
hope those people in science stream
don't forget me == i am so forgettable~~~ ==
sayornara~
~ January 2009~