Friday, February 26, 2010
i'm back!! i'm home!! oh, i missed my bed... how i missed my pillow
how i missed my home sweet home~~~
but most importantly, i totaly missed my nice and clean toilet..^^
(this is gonna be a long long post)
now, my whole body aches.... luckily it is only for 2 days..
if not... i dunno how can i survive the other 1...
yesterday was fun yet tiring... but still.. we all laughed alot..
my team is the 'clouds' which got the lowest mark among them all ==
first we went to titiwangsa.... we played an ice breaking game called 'Tsunami'
the game goes like this:if he says a number..
we need to find partner or partners... so everyone has 3 chances..
i m the 1st to lost in the 1st round..==
i really hope i wun kena again... i was seriously 'lucky' enough to be the 1st
ok..so we got 59 ppl... when he says 2... everyone found a partner except me ==
well, let it be then... later... i heard this stupid number again ==
i really almost kena again.. luckily dylan dun have a partner yet..
so i was shouting 'dylan!!!!!' we almost knocked each other XD
u r my life saver T^T
later we played repelling...
i thought i wun be afraid.. since i like to play falling from very high points XD
dun misunderstand, this is not bungee jump..
is repelling, something like walking on the wall XD
when i got up... and look down... the wall..is so..soo.. flat T^T
ya, when i was prepared to go down... i shouted =P
it was scary~~~ ya, the way i jump was very funny..
i can't jump properly... T^T
after tat, we went to eat lunch.. i find it hard to bite the pear..
so i eat till half throw it away dy~~ haha
we have about an hour till our next activity starts..
almost everyone sleep in the dewan... ya, i m not sleepy YET
so i go walk around... then i saw dylan n pavitri finding kittens
haha.. so i go n join the hunt with them
we only caught 1 with the help of the workers there...
haha.. but dylan wan the white kitty... so qin ern used his 'charms'
(seriously, it doesn't work) haha.. then he make the sound like the worker..
hahaha... so funny.... so dylan didn't get to play with the white kitty =(
although he worked very hard with jacq to catch it XD
after lunch we played rock climbing
ya, it was hard... half also didn't reach... haha
but i didn't even give up yet then the person put me down.. T.T
well, fine~~~ later we played obstacles...
there's a sad incident happened to qin ern..but i m not spilling anything here
haha... (see i treat u soo good, if i blog out u sure mou min 1 XD)
soo skip tat~~ he better dun bully me so much... ==
it was fun XD i managed to get through all obstacles..XD
and the last 1 is the most easy 1.. u just have to run and jump
haha.. easy rite? of course not all is easy..
then got 1 crawling under the thingy 1 T^T all of us become shiny dy..
'y' u ask? cauz we all kena sand which has some kind of glitter thing..
ya, my skin allergic..now my neck and hands are red and icthy..
well, in the bus... traffic jam.. then we all like 'party' in the bus..
when we meet the other bus which contains group 1,2 n 3
(cauz we group 4,5,6 is in bus 2) well all make faces and wave at them XD
i still rmb jack's waving.. like the Miss Malaysia like tat XD
so fat hao... we get back to the skul 1st.. so we set up the tent..
1st time setting up tents leh..so i was blur..
i only look at wat pui ling, jacq n siew hui do..and help wat i can help
later.. we terpaksa to bath in the... T^T skul toilet~~~
oh, the horror... i simply bath only la..
and i bath like i didn't bath also... i smell very bad T.T
later we hear the ceramah..actually, i see the penceramah b4..
actually learned alot of things.... i realised wat i have done wrong
so i m willing to change.. but i didn't say anything.. i just keep it all to myself
the penceramah really geng.. he created a game tat let us fall into the trap
haha... all of us kena... then 12.20 T.T
we played si buta dan si bisu.. i was buta... since i was sleepy
(i can get a chance to sleep walking in blind folds haha)
dunno who... go and pour water on my hair... ==
luckily they put me together with vinod..
haha.. we talked to each other while blind folded XD
play until 2.20 O.O only let us to sleep..
ling lost her specs during the game :o
T^T i only slept for 3 hours~~~
experiencing sleeping in the tent XD
if i was not tired..i sure can't sleep well..hahaha
so the other day we go kawad and all those stuff
when i baca ikrar.. my hands were shaking XD
cauz put up too long dy... hahahahhaa
when i get home... i take a nice.. long bath
i put alot of soap.. cauz i smell like salty fish XP
then i slept for 2 hours... had lunch then slept for 3 hours..
sooo 3+2+3=8 hours... ngam ngam hou... now i m as fresh as a daisy =D
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
congrats to si ping!!!!! go si ping!! go si ping!!!!
our 'fu tuan zhang' is backkkkk... si ping~~~~~~
she passed her interview!! yay!! yay!!! yay!!!
she is going to be a probate next week~~~
wooo~~ i m sooo happy...
it sounds like i m the one who passed the interview XD
but i m just soo happy for her...
when i saw her name on the board... i was sooo happy
jumping up n down n shouting n spreading the news..
si ping~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ si ping~~~~~~~~
well, she doesn't have much emotion when she heard it..
and somemore...she is angry cauz her sis didn't pass ==
so swt lar her~~~ but still i m so happy!!!!
i m smiling all day today... =DDDDD
we didn't prepared for our oral =P
luckily miss yanti didn't come today..so me n si ping was like
'ooh~~ pn.chan... i love u!!!' haha..cauz she's the replacement teacher
ya, and teacher ask us to 'hang gai'
actually is to give the form 2's their book back XD
but now i m tired~~~ i actually wan to sleep dy..
since i was bored.. i decided to on the computer..haha
i really am doing strange things today XDDD
oh ya, congrats to caryn too... she passed =D
Sunday, February 21, 2010
'wei xin, wat's bothering u? u're halfway there'
'u did it once, there must be a second time'
'y r u going down now? wake up!'
well, i seriously dunno wat happen to me
my grades are going down down n down
wat should i do? wat's the bothering me?
i really wan to noe y... i can't stay like this forever
i m in form 3 now... everything is different aledi..
if i change a little, the result will be a very big difference
sooo.. the only thing is..
wat is my problem?
跌到了就定要爬起来，
还没到最后我也不放弃
Friday, February 19, 2010
we played blackjack... originally, i won RM6.5
but then..i lost all the money i won...
luckily i still have my original money $$ hoho
i dunwan to blog much.. cauz i lost my words today
k, here are the pics =)
the ah si's =D
us again (fat hao-ing)
me and the host... khoi wei!!!! (uuu~~ i love the bunny shirt ♥ )
me and the one who shouts whenever she got her cards.. caryn XD
dunno y..i love this pic so much ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
look at my muscles!! oh wait, i dun have 1 XD
cheh.. showing off only...
look at me and si ping.... XD
well, she come out with this pose 1... i only follow XP
Next story....
when i got back home..
i got a BIG BIG suprise~~~
my aunt brought her dog that she just bought!!!
awwww...so cute...... only 4 months old..
and hippy is afraid of him XD
here it is!!! the 2nd poodle i love- prince ♥
well, my cousins named him prince...
haha...he is royalty...XD
prince VS ...........................
Deng Deng Deng Deng!!!
my leng zai hippy ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
can't u see his leng zai pose???
yeng rite???? love him ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
the war begins by the chasing game
later the barking game...
ya, hippy lose in both of them ==
cauz he is a gentle boy..and of coz he must let the prince win rite?
if u dun let the prince win, ur head will be chopped down XD
get wat i mean?
awwwww... the kiss ♥ chuu~~~♥ ♥
prince kiss hippy...
ahem...they are not gay...
is it is friend kiss =DD
well, actually.... hippy dun like him..
he bark at my phone when i show him the picture of prince..
yikes....... how could he hate the prince?
me and prince ♥
look at him...so small =)
reminds me of young hippy..he USED to be so small
me and hippy ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
the gigantic poodle....giant~~~
see the difference??
ok, till i end here.... =D
sayornara =D
love ♥
Thursday, February 18, 2010
cauz i blog too much =D
一个假期，让我想通了很多东西。
人啊，失去了才会懂得去珍惜，可是一切已经太迟了是不是？
唉，怎么会想到呢？
就从早上说起吧！今天一早就起来帮妈妈做东西了
因为今晚我阿姨都来我家，你们是不是觉得很奇怪呢？
我是不是转性了？自愿帮别人做东西？是的，我是自愿的
爸妈都要我学煮饭，所以今天妈咪就教我煮猪脚咯
其实，那时我在帮妈咪切凉粉，所以我一面看，一面切
她说，外婆煮的时候没有放盐的。
我说，我没有吃过外婆煮的。
她就回答我，外婆煮的当然比我的好吃咯
其实，我的眼泪真的差一点流出来了，但我不想给妈咪看到
所以就很努力地把眼泪吞回去，我不想看到妈咪伤心。
所以啊，人生有很多遗憾，而我的呢，就是没有吃过外婆煮的东西
但现在可没有这个机会呢。
现在又回想起，妈咪接到那通绝望的电话，哭得多么地伤心
那时我才8/9岁，什么也不懂，只是知道外婆一睡了，就不会醒了
所以，我不想让我的人生有更多的遗憾
我要做我现在可以做和祢补的事情
或许，人生中会有人多令我流泪的事情
但伤心的日子很快就会过去的
我总会尝试带着笑容来过日子
我不想让我的家人失望，所以我要好好做人
我不想辜负家人对我的期望，所以我会努力读书
我不想在做一个胆小鬼，所以我会尝试改变自己
现在我就想祢补一个遗憾，
就是UPSR的成绩，6A，其实已经很满意了
但是，我的家人希望我能拿到全A
就算他们说出口，但我觉得他们还是对我有一点点失望
所以，PMR，我要努力奋斗，8A
虽然，是不可能的，但是，我要去尝试
如果不去尝试，怎么知道不能？
每个人都说我不笨，连我补习老师也这样说。
所以，我要靠努力。
现在我能做的就只是这些，其他的我都不理了
就算要牺牲什么都可以，我都不想让他们失望了
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
dunno y m i always tired of my skin.. but i wun get tired of other ppl's skin
lol! i m too picky... since i get a grey and dull skin last time
so i decided to get something brighter this time =D
i thought of getting a white 1.... but i can't find any nice one
ahem..as i say... i m very picky...
i searched for an hour and finally...i see something of my taste =)
although it isn't white... but i still
since it is chinese new year so it is red =)
yesterday i went to pavilion and bought a shirt with a bunny on it
it is Purple =D
these days i buy alot of purple shirt....hahaa
to make my cupboard COLOURFUL =D
hahaa... last time i bought alot of black shirt..
so it made my cupboard very dull =(
i feel like arranging my cupboard from red to purple =)
cauz they are the colours of the rainbow
unfortunately, i dun have any orange, blue and green shirt..
hahaha... this year i bought a few red ones =D
i wanna Shop! Shop! Shop!... if i shop more i think my mum will bankrupt
hahaha..so dun shop for now... i got enough shirt aledi =D
2morow going to khoi wei's house =D
cheen is not coming =( she is at Selangor dy...
bye bye T.T cheen~~~~~~~
gtg~~~~ sayonara everybody^^ (lol, i m trying to make my post colourful)
gahh.. i haven't hafal my english oral script!!!
nvm..still got a few days...
Gambateh, Wei Xin!!!
Monday, February 15, 2010
no cakes..hahaha cauz all the bakeries are closed =(
haha..my mum was going on n on about me didn't buying her present n cake
ya, it is a HUGE problem...
1st. i told my dad to take me to the bakery but dunno y he dunwan
2nd. i never got a chance to go shopping!!!!
cauz i cannot drive....and i was super busy..
lol.... tough day... haha...
yikes.... i haven't do any school work of hafaling yet..
i told myself to do it today.. but i m too busy playing with my phone
haha... i m not showing off or anything ok?
i just have nothing to do now...so i m blabbering here
now i m downloading songs =D haha
my phone cannot accept the theme i downloaded =(
sad case rite? i dun like my phone's theme
i wanna cute 1..i wan anime 1...i wan nice nice wan =(
lol.. i m talking like a little girl begging for candy
haha.. i m just so happy these days =D
smiling n laughing everyday... and playing like crazy with hippy
hippy is crazy.... u noe? today he is not afraid of dogs anymore!!
hooray for hippy~~~ and today i even thought he found a gf
but.... it is a very very bad thing... u noe y?
cauz the so call 'girl' is a boy ==
how i noe? the 'girl' come and hug my leg....
and i feel its *ahem* i was like..'omg! it is a boy!'
my dad shoo-ed him off my leg..hahahaa..
cauz he scared my dog will copy this bad habit..haha
turns out my dog really like 'her' LOL!!!!
'she' is the only dog tat my dog like XP
it is soo abnormal!!! so is hippy gay????
lol..can't imagine... sry rex.... hippy found a girlfriend aledi...
u will find another more fluffy 1
hahahaha =D but i still love yee cheen =D
although hippy dun like rex...but i still like cheen =D
actually...till now i also didn't go to any houses to bai nian
wahahahhaha... cauz i got a choice rite?
i choose to stay at home.... cauz i go there only say 'hi'
and sit sit sit sit sit...until my parents are finish talking
and take ang pau...ya, tat's alll...haha so i rather fat mou in the house
than going on a very long car journey (it makes me wanna vomit)
hahaha... ok, better stop here..
orelse i crap more =D
lesson learned: don't judge a book by its cover, lol...
I love hippy =DDDD
I love you mummy =DDDDD
love you cheen =DDDDDD
wake up - brush my teeth- eat-watch tv-eat again-drink-eat-drink-play com
-eat-sleep-eat-eat-eat-eat etc...
ya, i willl become very fat and si ping will sure say me de =P
i m sooo happy today (except of the smoke and the praying in all)
i finall got a brand new phone!!! brand new as in 1st handed phone
cauz since i got a phone num...all my phones are 'recycle' phone
recycle phone as in used by my dad..
so all the phone he use are....quite...old aledi...
so the 'body' kinda cacat...and the whole thing also cacat
ya, so i m forced to use a cacat phone...
now, deng deng deng deng!!! a brand brand new phone!!!
although i m not very used to using sony erricson phone
but i will get use to it eventually =D
ya, today i set up everything aledi...woo hoo~~~~
so my phone is in use...now i need to go find a better theme on the net
and download some songs..hahaa
i haven't help my mum to set up her phone..
she got lots of contacts...== i have no idea how she can salin all tat
i just key in all my contacs..and it was tiring...
although i dun have much la..hahaha
todady i didn't go to my uncle's house since my mum say we can choose
so i choose to stay at home the whole day!!! wahahahahhaa
cauz..... going there is boring =P
well, i think i got my happy self back =)
all i need is to stay at home to have my happiness..wahahhaa
but stay too long sure fat mou..hahaha
ok, better go work on my downloading...=D
sayornara everybody =D
Saturday, February 13, 2010
=D well, this time i get to use the com..
haha... the time is passing so slow here...
haihxxx... i have been here for so long but it is only 4..
hohohohoho money! money! money!!
haha.... tomorrow will be boring too =(
i m eating zai the whole day 2morow T.T
the horror~~ lol.. not very horrible only la..
just very sien cauz eating the same thing the whole day ==
hmmm... i really got nothing to do and nothing to type..
bla bla bla.... my cousins are playing mahjong..
and ya, i dunno how to gamble (see? m i a good girl?)
err.. actually i only noe how to play blackjack..haha XD
i still remember last time me n si ping go khoi wei's house
we play blackjack with her bro..haha..
we lose till wanna bankrupt dy ==
luckily they got tetamu, so her bro go n layan..
me n si ping stole his RM1 each =D
wahahhaha (hope he never ever get to see this)
and he didn't even notice tat we stole his money =P
ya, i m going to her house on thursday
to steal more money!!! wahahahahaa
*ahem* wat i meant to say is....
i wan to go her house to bai nian n have a good time XD
hahahaa... ya, better go on with my boring day
and i drank 2 vitagen aledi XD from my aun't fridge..
haha.. to sien aledi... only ah si will noe..
i will drink water until crazy when i m sien... XP
i m here to wish u all a
Happy Chinese New Year
n
Happy Valentines Day =D
Friday, February 12, 2010
i can rest for 1 week aledi...actually..can't really rest also la XD
but at least i can get rid of all those annoying stuff..
and stay at home...and sleep =P
is better than teguring the seniors tat NEVER listens (some)
i really beh tahan aledi la... better call 1 FM haha XD
i cut my hair aledi..haha...as usual i hate my fringe..==
it is super hard to clip and super ugly ==
urgh.... y the hair dresser cut my mum's fringe until so nice..
but mine like a....wat can i say? a piece of trash?
nvm la..at least it is presentable....
2morow is chinese new year eve aledi...means i have to go back..
1 day of doing nothing but sitting again....
but...hippy is going this year =D
YAY!!!! at least got a playmate liao la....
phew...... but now i aledi very sleepy..
this whole day i also very MCC... haih..
better get some sleep orelse i dun have mood for 2morow..
i asked alot of ppl whether they can feel the new year mood anot..
but their answer is no...haha
mine too la... 2morow is cny eve aledi... i also have no feeling..
i just feel like it is a normal day~~~~
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
why are my tears rolling down?
why doesn't anyone understand?
i tried very hard... very hard...
why can't they respect me as i respect them?
it really hurts u know..
it hurts very much... i noe some of you are thinking
i m just making a small matter looks big..
but to me.. it is a very big matter...
2 things i can't get my mind out off..
and maybe i never will get my mind off of things..
but i really tried to smile....
i also found out that you can remove stress by chewing on a candy
i m asking for candy everyday.. (thx lai hoong =) for the candy XD)
Saturday, February 6, 2010
my bro somemore got exam.....luckily is b4 CNY =)
i can't really eat much on CNY since i m wearing this braces
the dentist advice me not to eat or drink sweet stuff..
but i m chewing on a candy everyday....
(hey dentist, next time u sure earn alot of money if i have cavity ;D)
i still rmb my mum say being a dentist or a vet earn alot of money
but i dun feel like doing those 2 job
1) i HATE the dentist
2) i hate the sound of animals crying..makes me wanna cry too
3) i dun like to poke a needle on other ppl/animal's body or teeth
ya, so i wun be a doctor next time..
i hate the needle n the smell....yuck.
and my piano theory is getting worse and worse
last time there's alot of ticks on my book...
and just now... i saw my teacher circling my mistakes in front of me
wow, so stress...i take a book to cover my eyes..
ya, lots n lots of correction....but luckily i m allowed to practise my pieces
cauz..theory is just soo boring XP
cheen,
i think i m losing it...
i dunno how long can i stay this way..
wat can i do?
Friday, February 5, 2010
用着笑容来掩饰我心中的痛苦
累了，却不懂得去休息
越去在乎只会让自己更加辛苦
well, today i stand for the whole day...
and wore the blazer for the whole day..
and i was tired and hot...
so i slept for 2 hours just now XD
ya la, i noe i m a pig...
tomorrow got skul la T^T waking up early again
haih........i m sighing alot these days...
well, i m blogging less and less things these days
i m not in a mood for anything...
sooooooo sayornara~
Thursday, February 4, 2010
when i listen to the sounds around me..
all the happy atmosphere around me doesn't make me feel happy at all
i just feel down and just wanna be alone
till now i still dun get wat is he saying..
did i do something wrong or wat?
nobody wants to tell me... i have been thinking about this the whole day
i don't even got a clue......
y can they just do anything they want
but we dun even have the rights to even speak
so wat m i suppose to do now?
i didn't even noe tat i have done something wrong anot..
y can't the person just give it straight?
i hate to repeat this over n over again in my head
y can't i just speak out without fear?
