Friday, December 31, 2010
i still remember, how i don't want to enter 2010.
now... it's the end of it.. i kinda don't want to leave 2010.
hahahahahahahaha, i just can't make up my mind, can't i??
so much memories in 2010.. i just can't let go.
alot has happen hasn't it?
1) the fear of PMR!
2) the last year of 3J together
3) preparation for camp!
4) i actually stayed up until 11 O.O
5) correction. i stayed up until 12 + during PMR
6) i participated in my 1st ever singing competition (outside of the school)
7) i got a gor gor ^^
8) got real close to siew hui
9) sang like crazy with shu ping in cemerlang group!
10) got really really crazy in tuition
11) deleted a person from fb... HAHA (he was really annoying ==)
12)got a big C for Kh, in the first intervensi
13) got bored of PJ classes ==
14) got all worked up for PMR
15) writen essays for xue ji
16) interview for xue ji
17) learn how to ride a bus =================================
18) cried over streaming classes (dun laugh at me)
19) made the BIGGEST decision of my life
20) wore braces ^^ (they don't really hurt as much as i thought)
21) counseling from pui ling n siew hui =.=
22) made another BIG decision, but this was the best one =)
23) had an important date to remember
24) i got my very first, very very bright lightbulb (you know who you are)
25) saw my kai mui in an essay competition ^^
26) got Merit for my piano grade 5 exam
27) i got a new laptop ^^
28)went for xue ji camp =DDDD
29) met alot of awesome friends there =)
30) i am the secretary .. HAHAHAHAHA
31)got straight A's for trial and PMR =D
32) ATE vinegaar O.O
33) cried numerous of times..
LOLOLOL~ okok. stop liao.. it's getting negative .. hahahaha
2010, was a great year. like every other year
there are always laughs and tears.
but .. there are so much good times for me to let go
it is a very memorable year.
1 more hour. it's going to be the end.
the past. i'm going to keep them in my memory box.
i will never forget those happy times i have been through in 2010
thanks for those who lighten up my life =)
don't look anywhere else, is you =)
you! lighten up my life =D
better enjoy my last hour of 2010 =)
good night dears =D
love you all
Thursday, December 30, 2010
对我在说你。一个不辞而别的人
我要学习很多很多东西
难道你不觉得吗?
我很像一个温室里的小花。
不论在哪里都有人照顾。
在家里也是，在学校也是。
我还记得，每次我紧张的时候。
你都会说很多话来安慰我。
虽然我的心情没有回复平静。
但至少。。还有一个人来关心我。
你知道我在台上会紧张。
每次我望下台时。都会看到你在给我指导
而且。你还会坦白地告诉我，我的错误
你知道吗?
你真的帮了我很多。
我却没有一次对你说过谢谢。
那么多年的友情。
我却发现。我没有去珍惜过。
以前，我们是有些误会。
可是在中学时，感情却变得很好
每当我遇到什么问题时，你都会做我的‘辅导老师’
我真的很难想象我明年要怎样过。
是我应该学习独立了吗?
可是。面对问题时，谁会像你一样
说那些我真的想听到的话。
一开始听到消息时，我只是惊讶。
却没有什么其他的反应。
但是。我现在却那么的不舍。
我哭了啊。
我很弱对不对?
这样都要哭。
我真的想起我们的很多回忆。
我真的不舍得。
我想以后的日子应该会很静吧?
又会少了一个很熟悉的面孔。
少了一个会在我哭的时候安慰我的人。
少了一个在我怕的时候，给我勇气的人。
少了一个叽叽喳喳的人。
少了一个可以陪我唱歌的人。
少了一个在我背后指导我的人。
也许，我真的应该习惯没有你的日子。
也许，我真的该靠自己了。
可是，我真的会很想念很想念你。
你不要误会，我并不是要让你回心转意还是什么。
我支持你的决定。因为。你的决定是对的。
我。。真的谢谢你。
谢谢你。这两年来。
给我的欢笑、勇气、信心
我真的很谢谢你。真的。
谢谢你这位好朋友
我会坚强，不会让自己那么容易掉泪。
谢谢你，我爱你。
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
要来就直接来。
有话直说。
我从不因为生气而写部落格。
我只想说
我顶不顺了!
你自己太过火了!
你竟然让我生气到这种程度，
你真的很厉害，
我很想颁一个奖给你。
Sunday, December 26, 2010
虽然不一定每个人都看到我写的东西
不过，我还是要写出来 ^^
那。。我就先写俐霖学姐的啦 =D
虽然你只是带我到街头采访那几个小时
但是，还是谢谢你教我们那么多
鼓励我们提起勇气采访陌生人
哲圣学哥:
你是我的辅导员，你为我们第三组牺牲的实在是太多了
你教过我的东西，我都记在心里
看到你为我们而落泪，我真的很心疼很心疼
我在想: "原来我们是让你那么的失望"
所以，我改变自己，让我一天比一天进步
真的谢谢学哥相信我有那一定的能力。
以后的日子里，我会展现出来的 =)
不会让你失望
Amanda/舒怡学姐:
一开始，我是不想参加学记的，因为我不想让自己的日子太过忙碌
还记得你打电话给我，跟我说关于学记的好处
而且鼓励我一定能胜任学记的责任。
说真的，那一刻，我差一点掉泪。
所以我就决定了走学记的这段路
还没进营之前，你还找我、晓惠和金田聊关于学记的东西
我听到你说我们很棒的时候
我真的很开心，因为我没有让你失望 =)
伟杰学哥:
谢谢你给我的信，你让我领悟自己的错误，让我自我检讨
如果学哥没有指出我的错误，我可能还会蒙在鼓里
当我看到学哥给我的最后一封信, 我笑了。
因为学哥终于满意我的表现了
还有，学哥，我认得你的，别以为我不认得你。哈哈
还是那句，谢谢你
Tiong Chin/重成学哥:
谢谢你对我抱着那么大的信心
虽然你是说我在营里没有展现出我拥有的信心。
不过，你放心我一定会加油的。
不会让你失望
当我看到你告诉别人我是你学校的学妹时，(恕我自恋 =P)
我觉得你，因为有我这个学妹而光荣。哈哈
佳怡学姐:
很谢谢你在我们面试的时候，来支持我们
虽然你没有工作，但是你却特地去报馆，给予我们支持
谢谢你 =)
还和我们讲解一些关于学记得东西
也介绍其他的学哥学姐给我们认识
学哥学姐们:
真的很谢谢你们在这四天三夜里，那么努力地培训我们
还有些学姐骂我们骂到哭了
我觉得很愧疚。
不过，我会加油的。
不会让你们失望 =)
第三组的组员:
我们一共有十二个人。要我写你们的名字下来我有点懒
抱歉。不过我很想对你们说
我爱你们 =)
你们让我了解什么叫团队精神
那种友谊是我生活15年以来都无法体验到的
我们对于互相的那种关心，很像一家人一样温馨 =)
我真的很期待我们又见面的那一天。
你们呢?
晓惠和金田:
如果没有你们在背后支持我，我看我不会做蕉赖区的秘书吧?
而且，我这个世界上的大路痴。哈哈
没有你们我会去到面试的地方吗?
还记得面试的时候，我们三个都是那么的紧张
手冰冰的，还非常没有信心的说自己一定不会被选。
当我知道成绩时，我真的很开心。
因为我们没有一个人被淘汰，而且我们以后还有很多日子要"黏"在一起
我真的很爱你们 =)
but.. i'm going to Ipoh tomorrow already T^T
yerrr... sei la sure got alot of people miss me de..
CHEH~ haha joking la.. hahaha
feels like i came back from xue ji camp
i got abit crazy dao very unusual. =P
after 2 days of resting.. my hands and legs are back to normal again
but my heart is really not here yet..
it feels like my soul is still in camp.. hahaha
Well, back to reality.
Nevermind, we will see each other very soon =)
it's almost next year anyway
So, it's going to be the end of my form 3 life
but the starting of my xue ji life =)
I still remember how i don't want to go to form 4
but now, i actually want to accept the challenge
to change into a whole new me
filled with confidence and bravery =)
And my confidence and bravery are going to be train in xue ji =D
whole new life. whole new challenge.
i'm very looking forward to 2011, aren't you too?
不知为什么，看到我的FB WALL有那么多学哥学姐鼓励的话，我真的很开心
就算只是短短一句 ‘学妹好’我都很开心
还有我的同届们 =)
虽然我们在一起相处的时间只是短短的4天
但是感觉起来，我们的友谊却好像过了4年般长
这是我从未体验过的感受。
我就是很爱你们 =)
"坚持到底，他一定很爱你"
Friday, December 24, 2010
怎么说呢? 就是心中打翻了五味瓶那样的感觉
哈哈。我真的很久没有哭得那么厉害了
而且，我还可以强忍眼泪所以算是个很大的进步了吧!
我真的很谢谢学哥学姐们那么的照顾我们
也谢谢我的组员们让我了解团队精神
以及真正一组人的定义
一起哭、一起笑、一起被罚、一起被骂、一起承担
真的很谢谢你们，尤其是我们的辅导员
一直照顾我们，还为我们掉眼泪
我现在发现，我是从第一天哭到最后一天。哈哈
而且很多次都哭到眼泪都干了
却还在哭
今天要离开营地的时候我是多么的不舍
我很想再逗留多几天
与学哥学姐们以及组员们再一起相处久一些
这四天的培训营，让我发觉自己长大了很多
思想也成熟了
虽然在写部落格之前是想到很多东西讲
可是，现在我却一个字都想不起来了。哈哈
可能太累了吧!
但是至少，我洗澡了。哈哈哈哈
我再次谢谢我的组员们、辅导员和学哥学姐们
Sunday, December 19, 2010
for his haircut! cause he was terribly terrified with the old one :o
wonder if they actually tortured the poor hippy =(
Hippy was actually happy after he came back from this salloon...
WOOOTS! hahahaa.. i am happy too =)
you know why?
They Gave Hippy a BIG FAT Ribbon ^^
i always wanted to give him a ribbon..
but my parents dun let cause they sayy hippy is a boy T^T
NEH! now this proves that hippy can be bio-sexual.. lol
hhahahahahaha.. ok, i'm being lame...
LAME LAME LAME~~~~
he looks so cute as a girl ^^
OPS, i mean.. with his ribbon ^^
BEFORE
GOSH == he looks so bossy ==============
AFTER!
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Tell me he looks ADOREABLE!
oh.. yes he iss!!
he isss !!!!!!
HE IS!
HE ISS~~~ ohhh
sooo cute! =DDDDDDDD
oh no! you can't deny it =P ngekss..
here he is.. being the old adoreable him =D
(well, he doesn't look so cute when he bites you :o)
hahaha.. he is sticking his tongue out =P
i got a shot of his whole body! can u see the ribbon?
CUTE RIGHT? =p
awww.. he is tired... *yawn*
OH WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT!
are you telling me that my blog is boring????
are you telling me that my blog is boring????
oh god~ who says that? NO LO.
my blog is perfectly INTERESTING... HMPHHH!!
WEELL... FINE!
if you dun even appreciate me bloggging about you =(
then i dun blog about you anymore T^T
*annndd! CUT!*
oh god, i'm being wayy to dramatic =P
anyway~ i'm going to camp tomorrow~
WEEEE~~~ hahahaha, my first ever xue ji camp =)
i hope i will have a great time there ^^
i'm gonna miss everyone of you for four days!
T^T
AND AND AND..
i'm gonna miss eating tong yuen on the 22nd T^T
and.. miss my once in a life time PMR result taking.. T^T^T
DOUBLE TEARSSS~
HEY HEY HEY!
who says being a xue ji isn't a once in a life time chance too?
"oh.. ya... never thought of that"
both once in a life time chance..
and DUH! of course i will choose xue ji =P
there's always SPM result taking AHAHAHAHA
and plus, starting from 2016, nobody is taking PMR result already luuuh.
hahahaha, so i didn't miss anything =)
no regrets!
well, i'm not that anxious about my results anyway
i did my best, that's all that mattersss....
Well, people know their result on 23rd in the morning
meanwhile, i.. will be knowing it.. on 24th in the evening..
SSOOO~ i still get to know my results =)
is just the matter of sooner or later
so i will just miss the atmosphere of taking results ^^
nevermind, i really don't care anyway
i'm more looking forward to my xue ji camp..
WHICH IS TOMORROW~~~~ GAHHH~~
have to wake up early again T^T sobbb.
at least my bag is 80% packed ^^
at least my bag is 80% packed ^^
but my room is in a mess @@
really ... 'no eye see'
WELL, although this blog is already dead although i'm still here
but still, i need to announce that!
my dear dear bloggie is going to be deaad for 4 days.
and wei xin is not in her HOME SWEET HOME for 4 days
she won't be contacting you all for 4 days.
eER? WAT? you are missing me already?!
oh, i miss you too... blekkk..
GOSH... TAKE AWAY MY PERASAN-ness!
goodbye people!
see you all in 4 days!
xiao xiao and kim tian, see you all tomorrow! hahahahaha
Thursday, December 16, 2010
MY mum is gonna send my maid back TODAY!
erm.. you must all be wondering..
if my maid is gone, i m gonnna do housework
and how is that good news???
Well, without that uselesss piece of junk.
my house will be once.. peaceful again ^^
question :"wei xin, are you exaggerating?"
answer: well, no~ i am not exaggerating
YES, my peaceful home is gonna come back to me once again
without her, no more endless scolding
NO more shouting... no more idiotic lies
NO MORE OF HER STUPID FACE THAT MAKES ME SICK
no more complains..no more anger (well, at least not tat much)
no more staring at her doing her housework
(because she won't do her work properly without people looking at her)
NO MORE OF HER FAT-HAO-ing
no more acting cute.. and pretending to being polite TO MY DAD
no more stinky rooms, no more of her so call 'truth'
no more spoilt shirts.. no more breaking things
Conclusion: my house will be once.. peaceful again ^^
"HAHAHAAHA, wei xin is going to do housework!!HAHAA'
ok, fine.. it is not impossible anyway
i can do hosuework == just tat i'm abit lazy @@
well, at least.. i'm going to camp next week
(and i'm leaving all the chores to my BRO) *evil laughs*
but when i come back. i think he will leave all the work to me again =.=
isn't that 'great'? fine~ responsible sister.. hahahahahahaha
making myself tired is better than the endless shouting and scolding in my house
mummy will be happy again ^^
and i can have my peace backk... so happy ending!
=DDDDDD
Sunday, December 12, 2010
AER you cold? and LONELY? awww. no need to be afraid.
mummy is here.. to keep you WARM! =D
wow, when was the last time i touch this thing? hahaha
holiday life is so boring.. i have absolutely nothing to do
but, when i think that i will be form 4 next year
i kinda hope that the holidays last forever T^T
well, it is impossible. ahahahahhahaa
today, my mum painted my ceiling, is SNOW WHITE NOW ^^
teeeeeheeeeeeeee. and i bought sleeping bag. hahaha
finally and it is BLUE , ahem! kim tian don't jealous. hehehehe
the weather is so hot~ i can't even nap T^T
sobbb. i think i'm gonna re-poster my room again.
after it is cleaned. just have no idea which poster at which place .
YIKES.
finally, my novel disease is cured!
i can finally read other novels other than pao mo zhi xia =P
thank you '4 Planet' T^T^T^T^T^T^T
GAH, reading book 2 already! but.. starting is so boring. urgh
better go continue my novel now! byees=)
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
我觉得我好久没有疯狂了。
顿时，我很想狂笑，但是却没有那种心情。
真的觉得世界静了下来，我的世界静了下来。
我每一天，反反复复的做回同样的东西，反反复复的听着同一首歌。
好像没有值得我去开心或伤心的事。
就是以平淡的心情对待每一天。
原来，给别人看真面目还比伪装更加辛苦。
总觉得自己渺小得非常不起眼
那我就继续做一个虚假又不起眼的小人物吧
反正也没人搭理
Thursday, December 2, 2010
i went out without him for the past 2 days, and he looked at me with those eyes again
gosh, if i were my mum, i will definitely bring him out
but, i cruel abit ^^ don't look at him and walk away~ hahahaha
ouch, i am cruel...
well, bringing him is a burden, not bringing him
i can do whatever i want and go whereever i want!
and i can actually jog until i SWEAT. hahahahhahaa
no choice, yesterday i promised him i will bring him out if it is not raining
soo.. he tagged along.. and he was HAPPY. hahaha
cause rex was nt there to molest him =P
so, i didn't really run today....
walking only.... just because of my precious doggie =.=
fine, he is the boss... do what ever he wants.. and i am his servant ==
chit-chat with cheen...... and done alot of thinking.. hahahaha
i will wait for the day =)
晴，白马王子应该变黑马王子，可是，现在是巧克力王子 O.O
hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaa
