It's the love

Saturday, December 29, 2012

Till now, i still can't believe i finished my SPM

hahaha, everything is too fast.

and i don't even got in the mood for it at all ==

i bet the result is gonna suck :/

very well, what's over is over~ i already got half the scholarship for trails already XD

*evil laughs*

my grandma had surgery the other day

and i've been visiting her ever since :D

i'm glad she's doing okay :)

if not my aunt will keep on crying and crying LOL

no biggy actually, it's just that she's over worrying.

and my grandma's conversation with the doctor is definitely priceless.

they communicate in hakka :D

grandma: 你做莫没有给我看我的骨头？

doctor: 那种东西你要看来做莫？

grandma: nehh,那些auntie讲医生有给她们看骨头

doctor: 不要啦。。。

doctor:我现在要帮你拆掉尿带

grandma: har? 酱我要怎样去厕所？

doctor :走路咯。。

grandma: 走路很痛哩

doctor: 你刚刚不是走到好好咩？

fyi, she had knee surgery, so now she needs to walk with the tongkat D:

out of topic,

haha, well, this holiday had been well :3

much more productive and fun compare to the previous holidays

i've been to camp and friend's house for 6 days

then after camp i went to penang with school friends for 3 days

went to register for college

went to listen to undang

*gah i miss penang food*

went to MPH and bought 2 novels *english ones*

and today i tried taking bus to HELP, it was tiring ==

that's how my life will be before i take my license.. hahaha

tomorrow my mum will take me shopping! :D

and on monday, i'll go out with my beloved juniors *hearts*

and tuesday is boobies day! which we haven't decide where we'll go

and wednesday, IT'S GONNA BE MY ORIENTATION DAY ALREADY!

gasp.

time flies :D

and i look forward towards my college life

and oh oh!

i'm gonna do rebonding tomorrow.. YAY!

i wanted to dye my hair also but my mum said the colour will fade after that :/

so she said she'll let me do it before chinese new year

so double yay!

Goals for 2013?

i got them covered ;)

1) i'm going to get my driving license, the latest by March

2) I should go back to the kitchen and improve my cooking skills :D

3) i'm going to study harder than ever for A levels because it is expensive :x

4) I'm going to improve my english vocabulary (by reading more)

5) i'll read at least one novel in a month

6) i should read the newspapers more often especially the economy section cause i don't really do that

7) score well in A-levels and get full scholarship to study in UK (as well as in 2014 too :)

8) cut down on social network, especially facebook, as you all know, i'm a facebook addict, i online everyday although there's nothing new in newsfeed ==

9) i'll be taking back piano lessons as soon as i settle down ><

10) be more independent and positive and friendly :)

11) make new friends and yes, english speaking ones, don't want to live inside my box already :D

12) be more brave and speak out in front of everyone, i shouldn't shiver anymore.
13) i'll do my best with him :)

well, that's about it :)

2012 was an awesome year, really

and it's time for me to bid goodbye to it.

2013 marks a new life, a new start, a new challenge :)

and I'M READY :D

there, have a chicken :P

a smile a day keeps the doctor away :)

Friday, December 28, 2012

Registered for A-levels in Help two days ago

in the end i chose edexcel A-levels after struggling from choosing ><

the fees are horrifying =.=

now i know the importance of getting good grades in exams

my dad say he won't mind as long as the money is for my studies

but i mind TT

now i have a reason to work hard.

well, the ohm is back... XD

i lost my ohm since form 4 and imagine my attitude while taking SPM

i must get more serious after this

By the way, i'm going for January intake

never knew... hahaha. i thought i'll be going into march or something

but turns out, a levels only have january and july

and i'm definitely not going got july, it is suffering ==

Orientation starts on 2nd of January by the way

i have a feeling i'm going to like my new study environment

and i'll love my college :)

but, i don't know whether i'll make any friends ==

cause since primary school, my concept of friends are

if you sit beside me, you'll be my next best friend LOL

yup, that's the way it's gonna work ==

*got my fingers crossed* :P

i'm quite excited at the same time, really.

gonna experience my first ever college life! weee~

SPM marks the end of my secondary school life.

it was.. er... okay? XD

but i'll surely miss everyone of you

like .....

khoi wei who's going to inti college D:

jin yuen （见光死）who's going to mbs for form 6 ><

shu ping who has no idea where she's going AHAHHAAHAH

and this girl who has a 50% possibility to go to the same college with me ><

otherwise, she's going to taylor.

if you're coming to help, then i won't miss you LOL hahahaha XDDD

hearts hearts hearts~~ LALALA

i'll miss boobies too :(((

ahh, the times we keep talking and laughing in class, in our own little circle ><

and did you guys know?

the penang trip was definitely awesome :)

a smile a day keeps the doctor away :)

培训营结束大概都有一个星期多了 :/
恕我懒惰打部落格
经历了3次培训营。
每次都有不同的感觉。
第一次，我从第一天哭到最后一天
从委屈到感动。
第二次的培训营，我觉得又累又生气
甚至有少少的绝望。
第3次，我只能说。
我很开心能见到那么多25回来
很bek cek,因为有些事情。
觉得那种在动漫营的团结突然浮现 *coughs*
很感动因为学弟妹长大了，成熟了 :')
很不舍，因为要离开这个大家庭了。

因为父母的缘故，没什么见到26的成长过程
只能通过电话和fb去了解。
对不起 :'(

其实，我真的没有想到我最后一天会哭
我以为我早已经没有感觉。
看到伊晨眼红红的。。
然后弄到整班人都在哭了 -.-
才发现，我其实很不舍得你们。

我们，老了。
我们培训的26届也长大了 :)
他们终于成熟了
还记得他们培训营那天，他们有多坏
一直弄到我们生气。
哈哈哈。

一切已经过去了。
也该向未来迈步了？

我想念语涵学姐和姝俐学姐 :(
谢谢重成学哥，因为每次都教我怎样读书 XD
谢谢欣媛学姐，因为你每次都很疼我 XD, 我两次培训营都抱着你哭 ><
谢谢征康“学姐”，你是好人，因为你载我回家~ XD
没有啦，我只是有少少崇拜你，因为你太强了 TT
嘉微学姐，我不知道为什么看到你就会有亲切感 :3
谢谢玮peng学姐和ceci学姐教我秘书的东西 ^^

晓~ 你可以不要那么好笑吗？哈哈哈
燕~祝你sabah变黑炭！呵呵（谁叫你跟其他人去dating,丢下我 ==)
-我很喜欢我们3个人想法一致的时候-^^
绍良~不要说自己烂了 :P
润款。。你已经尽力了 ^^
欣忆。。谢谢你让我们在你家过夜 ~~
嘉欣。。你对我很好 TT
敏芬，你。。就顾好你的苹果算了 :P
伊晨，你弄到我很想哭 TTTT
靖雯，老实说，从培训营认识你，我就崇拜你到现在 ><
因为你也太强了
绍宏，我们继续合作愉快！ XDDDD
崇伟，我很久没有跟你唱K了 ==
佳惠，我每次收到你的message都觉得很温馨
凯蓉，你还是很爱哭 :P
我在听undang的时候看到佩仪 XD
我要谢谢小晓惠 :3
还有很多很多。。。。亲爱的25

城扬，你真的长大了很多，进步了很多，没有令我失望
洁颖，我讨厌你高过我 >< ，不过我很喜欢跟你聊天 :P
-蕉赖区靠你们两个了:)-
敏漩，如愿以偿？ :) 不用谢我，要感谢你自己给自己机会跟勇气
慧琳，我希望我看到你的时候你还是那么多话讲
思甯好像受刺激要留长发？阿哈哈，我期待 :P
-你们3个，明年最好在学校找出28届学弟妹啊！！-
晓盈，你其实很优秀，只是因为家庭因素捆绑着你罢了，只要有那个心就好
凯莉，其实我很想念你。。虽然你不能出席，但是你永远都是我的学妹 :)
永聪，不要每天emo，对身体不好~
婧恩，面试之前就遇到你了，还记得吗？我跟燕婷还向你冲去的 XD
依敏，你不要怕我了啦 :) 其实我的人很好
淑婷，虽然我每次打给你你都感觉很抗拒，不过我也不怪你啦，不可能每个人都喜欢我的对吧？只是可惜，你最后决定缺席培训营。
翰扬，你知道吗？我看到你的报道的时候，我彻底无言了 ==
健德，我还记得全国营你和诘颖打给我诉苦，哈哈，其实你弄到我很开心 :)
慧颖和诗琪，很可惜你们有私人事情不能出席培训营 :(
立颖，虽然你忙，但是你都不忽略学记活动 :)
亚莉，你很热情，对每个人都很好
梓峰，我去听undang的时候看到你，真的好久不见了。。
博渊，很开心最后你还是加入了这个大家庭 :)
伟豪，不知为什么，我们都联络不到你，但是你应该知道每个人都很想你。。

韵娟，我生日的时候你打给我的那一刻，我真的很感动。:'）
振豪，你是一个很有想法的人，要勇敢面对挫折好吗？ :)
思怡，我觉得你好像跟全世界都混熟一样的==
惋之，在培训营的时候才真正认识你，哈哈。看到你的时候就想到我去年打你的名字进名单里的时候，就对你印象深刻了。。哈哈（我也不知道为什么）
雨欣，我们怎么到培训营过后才相认呢？ XD

学弟妹们，当你们当上学哥学姐时，就会了解当学弟妹是多么的幸福 :)

我们有缘就会再见的 :)

a smile a day keeps the doctor away :)

Monday, December 10, 2012

其实，信任这个东西很难

要找到个能信任的人更难

有时候觉得靠自己会比较好

但是，一个人撑太多东西

又会太累。

谈远距离恋爱，其实真的不容易

少不了信任，体谅与妥协

只是知道以后的路会越来越难走

但，

我会一直坚持到最后。

a smile a day keeps the doctor away :)

Monday, December 3, 2012

one more subject to go and i'm free~

and frankly speaking i haven't started with my economy yet.

not even abit.

it's a bad thing, i guess? XD

I'm not in the mood today as i just finished chinese :D

i don't really have any comments on chinese paper.

but i am satisfied with my essay

i hope for an A- at least.

but i think my standards are B+ or B

oh well, don't really have high hopes

but i know i'll definitely get disappointed if i know chinese is the only B in my results.

i'm not an expert in language subjects anyway.

that's why i find chinese and malay hard.

i'm kinda jealous of those people who posted status about spm being over.

cause mine isn't over yet

and i can't enjoy myself fully, although i am slacking now

and there's another thing troubling me

my further studies.

i'm kinda lost, i am starting to wander, is accounts really my thing?

or am i capable in something else that i'm not aware of?

daddy is right, i should just take a levels as planned since i was young. LOL

which perfectly suits my condition now

i can't see my own strength anymore

SPM kills alot of my brain cells

and my packed time table after this thursday

life's a never ending song -.-

you can't believe how busy i am

i can barely stay at home after this.

ARGH, my sweet sweet bed :(

everything, is just so tiring.

one thing's for sure,

i'm gonna build a better character after this.

i should be more like my dad

i should stop getting nervous while talking to strangers

i should be more hardworking and organized.

hehehe.

gonna start piano classes again on january :D

i planned to start on december, but sadly

i don't even have time to learn how to drive

GRR, seeing all my friends driving makes me wanna drive too TT

I. NEED. TIME.

a smile a day keeps the doctor away :)