Saturday, October 30, 2010
最近一直一直下雨，不过是好事吧，因为实在是太热了。
不过，好下不下，昨天下。
虽然，最后几个傻婆和几个傻公在雨中奔跑也蛮好玩的。
哈哈哈哈。个人认为啦 ==
因为觉得淋雨真的是很好玩 (对不起，不认识我的人不懂我的脑有问题，sorry)
那个动作都是嫔的主意，哈哈。。。。 我可是‘贵妃’哩 哈哈
看到我的扇子吗？？？？？ 呵呵
咦？有个不正常的地方。。。。 我的好朋友。
的眼睛会发光的！！难道。。。。她是从外星来的吗？
大家大家切勿要小心。。。。 这个。。太恐怖了。。。。呵呵
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今天。。。。。。。。。。
才是符合主题的 ‘要了我老命’
对了！！！！！的确要了我老命
因为。。。。我是一个不练琴的人。
咦？练不练琴又关要了我老命什么事啊？
对了！！就是今天。老师突然宣布。。。。
我。。。。我。。。。我。。。。要。。。。。要。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
换钢琴书。。。。那那那。。。为什么会影响到我呢？
以下的图案就可以为你解释了。
首先。
我生平第一次弹的。。。。
Hanon... 那些有学钢琴的人。看到这本书是不是很想把它给烧掉哩？？？？
对！赞成。因为。。。。我看到它。就头底底了 T^T
第二！！！！
sonatina~~~
这本已经惯了的。不过。老师讲有多很多东西。
的确。。。。那个谱。看到我眼花
第三！！！！！
交响情人梦。
其实我还没开始这本书。下个星期。它就等着我来弹它了 T^T
第四！
我自己买的
超级星光大道2谱集。。。。 这个没问题啦，因为它的歌多数都是好听的。
而且是我自己买的。呵呵
全部加起来
就想一本字典那么厚..
我。。。。。
欲哭无泪
Thursday, October 28, 2010
i SUPER NEED it =( regret shouting too much with my class today T^T
but today's badminton competition was the best of 3 days..
i kept watching and watching... hahahhaha
too bad.. my throat... very sore right now =(
YER.. urgh.. live with it.. ==
my pao mo zhi xia 3 a T^T.. Where are you???
i lost interest in other books already :0
i just want to finish my pao mo zhi xia.........
today.. was the first time i'm wearing the class T-shirt..
i just don't like the back == and when i jaga canteen
Raveen suddenly say to me that my shirt is wrong.
i was like looking at my shirt... and thought to myself 'No ar, it isn't upside-down'
then, he suddenly say..
'It should not be i Love 3J, it should be i Love Raveen'
............................. ( i can feel a crow flying over my head)
but... why will i wear a T-shirt that says ' i love raveen' ????
hahahhahahahahhaahahaha...
i think i stopped taking everything seriously..
i'm just joking around dy.... for the mean time.. hahaa
*hope don't kena scold*
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前
能不能再听一次你说爱我
回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔
cheen.. she's gone T^T for a few days~
so. i think i can still survive... plus plus plus
tomorrow got 2 IRRESPONSIBLE people skipping school.
HMPH! how can they do this to me?
luckily, shu ping still coming.. or will she? T^T
i still want to sing that song to you de leh.. must come must come.. hahaha
suddenly, i miss my tuition buddies very much =(
is our seperation already.. haih ..
miss the days when we bully each other XD val val =)
MISS ALL OF YOU =(
Monday, October 25, 2010
Well, kindaaa sang today.. hahahaa still have stage fright ..GAH.
can't stop holding shu ping after singing... YIKES
anyway, training my guts.. hoho.... so i'm entering the talent contest thing.. haha
MUAHAHA.. soon you will all hear my sweet voice again *ahem ahem* *perasan alert!*
sorry, these days i can't stop being perasan... =P
you know what? i finished one novel today.. ohoho.. 2 more books to go T.T
泡沫之夏.. decided to read the novel rather than watching the show
cause i very trust ping's taste ..hahahaha
i don't feel hurt or wanna cry for the time being...
cauz ping say the characters love till very hurt ma.. ya meh? i don't really feel it yet ==
YER. cold blooded dy O.O argh, cannot a ... must have warm blood
to prove that i'm still human ^^ WEEEeee~
fine, i'm crazy @@
晴，我会做出一些不可思议的事情。。OHOHOHOHOHo
Friday, October 22, 2010
开始之前，先给各位读者看我的美样子 ohohohohooho
哈哈，美吗？哈哈哈哈哈哈，ice-cream leh!!!
想吃吗？好！！在我肚子里面 哈哈
为了庆祝晴的生日，我们一gang除了嫔和凯，搭LRT去KLCC
其实一路上我都是在MCC着，因为第一次去到酱远的地方
幸好，有几位LRT达人，我只是紧紧地跟在身后罢了。哈哈
不知道为什么，是幸运还是不幸运，我们竟然在LRT遇到老师 ==
还3位老师啊==。不知要不要行礼 ==
当我们要下站时，数‘1，2，3！’ then..‘ byee byee cikgu!'
LRT 里面的人顿时呆完，而我们就已逃之夭夭了。哈哈
为了省寿星的钱，我们的午餐是KFC， 哈哈，看我们多好？
然后就去走走，以下的图片就解释我们的行程吧！
我跟晴去了个ice cream店，等那几个小瓜来meet我们
就拍了这张，你看到我的手握着电话吗？因为。。。。。
我的电话就在这里失灵了 T^T
还有，你看到后面‘那只东西’吗？其实。。。。我们拍的时候，那边是没人的啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！有吓到吗？
她。。。。就是鬼晓惠。哈哈哈哈哈哈
不知如何，当要拍多一张时。。她。。。。还招来多两只SI鬼
而且，眼神很凶恶 *阿弥陀佛*
不管外面下不下雨，我们还是照样出去
嫔-为了证明外面下着雨
圆- ‘嫔！我陪你淋雨！’
欣-白痴样
惠-开个bag展览
子-下雨了，闭上眼睛 ^^
疏离的感觉。。。。嫔 == 你在做什么？？？？
讲真，子惠和晴的pose最美。 哈哈
现在。。。。是大家三期待的‘桥中戏’
导演-江晓惠！
我跟晴，深情地对望，虽然两个都是女的。。。。
而。。那个第三者想抓住晴，可是。。却抓不到。
(喂！圆怎么在偷笑？？？？？？？？？？什么low-class演员来的 ==)
惠抢走晴 ==
。。。。。为。为。为。为。什么。。。。晴无奈的表情换着笑着的表情？
为了晴的幸福，圆打了惠一巴掌，打走第三者
晴。。。。。仍然笑着 ==
我-放弃了，望着天空哭泣
晴-望着圆的背影
圆- 亲爱的，告别了
惠-忍着心和脸的伤痛
为了怀念童年，我们打算去playground拍几张照片
懒得upload完，有怪莫怪
嫔&圆-你你你你你们们！！！！在做什么？？？？偷情？？？？
惠-你的钢管舞。。。。 哈哈哈哈
我&晴- LOVE！哈哈
慧琪-哈哈哈哈哈哈。很可爱啊！！！！！
虽然不能玩水，但还是在那里的楼梯拍一张也甘愿 ==
在food court的时候。。晴偷拍到慧琪看书和喝水的可爱样子 ^^
aiyerrr。。。。可爱到！！！！哈哈
然后再拍拍喷水池我们就走了。。。。
其实LRT 站有电梯，由於我们吃太多了，所以要进行burn fat活动
我们不用电梯，我们用。。。。。。。。。楼梯！！！！
一个两个傻婆一面走一面喊 (SRY，喊的是我罢了。哈哈)
跑到还比那些跑赛跑的厉害哩！(太夸了)
为了嫔的安全，我们和她搭同样的车，在转站是我们才下车
因为嫔要搭sri petaling 的，而其他的是AMPANG的。
到我们该下车的站时，我们一起跟嫔道别，她回应了，我们就出来了
万万没想到，晓惠杀出一句 ‘淑嫔，你这么下车？’
抬头一望，嫔就摆在眼前，然后傻傻的狂笑着上回车
我们一大班人笑到肚子痛。。。。 明明就说了再见。
她。她。她。却跟下车。。。。真是笑死人。。 MCC 到她。哈哈
哇，我用了一小时多来写这个 ==
哈哈，谢谢你邀请我来啊！弄到我一整天都在狂笑。哈哈，晴 =)
love you
Thursday, October 21, 2010
behind an always smiling mask, there lies a person who is frowning
behind everything she's hiding, she cares but she just pretends
do you realise what a scary person i am?
pretending to be friendly, but actually behind everything, i'm not smiling
now i know, people come up to me and say i look angry
i'm an idiot don't you know? trying to make people laugh where as i'm not doing so
seriously.. i can't believe myself, i can't lie to myself anymore
i can't do it... i tried to make myself laugh at anyone's joke. but i just can't
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as you all know, today is the cooking thing~
our group members are - me, cheen, ping, yun, ah kai and jordan.
me , yun and jordan went to pick up bahan bakar while ah kai n ping make the food
and cheen jaga the fire place thing~ actually our group end up in a special place
because our fellow neighbour used too much of space till we don't have one ==
well, our new place is definitely better because we are the only ones~
after we bakar the leaf and twigs and stuff.. ping started to bring her file
and started burning her essay and latihans.. she say is time to clean up her file
we say it is like burning 'yum xi zi' with ping's name on it ...
she even used the sausagers and pray to her burnt essays ==
but after she 'prays' i started to donate my papers..
actually they are all maths, what latihan a, graphs, everything about maths
BURNT! hope the knowledge about maths in my brain doesn't burn ==
during recess, i keep asking my fellow prefect mates about my look like 'un-iron' shirt
well, it can't be helped == i folded it.. keep arguing with qin ern that i DID iron the shirt
just that i folded it only !!! jacq n yin joe was helping me to make my shirt unnoticeable
later, yun khang wanted to prove that his shirt is better than mine
but... is still the same... his shirt also look un-iron.. HA! see who's laughing now?
then help up with the teacher to give the robe to the form 5's
被避要和一个我不想合作的人合作，所以就忍了她一个小时多
什么她想做的全让她做，我就默不出声地坐在老师身后，折纸袋
星期六还要忍她多一个早上，算了吧 ==
不知为什么老师讲的东西我一个字都听不到，烦的
只可以傻傻地点头，真是没用 ==
i don't care.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
hahaa.. too bored.. i'm as fresh as a daisy..
cause, i kinda slept for 2 hours today == now i'm wide awake~
AH. 2morow cooking a..... i think the things i cook will turn black ><
black potato and black egg O.O my creations ^^ *future creations*
and today we saw the accident video.. a person's eyeball fell off her skull
OUCH, that must have hurt....
anyway, as you all know, i will be seperating with all those science stream humans next year
so i'm spending every single time i can with my dears =D
lovelies~~ hahahhaa.. seperation is near
is almost november.. and in a blink of an eye...
it will be january again... and it will be the start of our form 4 hectic life
That's why, i hope every second i have now, i can spend it with them
i don't really care what will happen next year
maybe friendship will break? don't know.
what i can do is treasure the moments i have now =)
Love you all =)
Monday, October 18, 2010
haha.. sorry yee cheen~~ anyway, i'm 100% ok now~~
well, never going to back down now.. choosing arts stream.
is a bad class so?? i will just be myself, don't care about what others say
i want to be the best in the whole form and that's what i'm aiming
so what if i'm seperated from everyone? i'm already used to the way i was alone.
telling myself everything is going to be fine ^^
well well, is cheen's birthday~~ ohohohoho
you are soo much older now, haih can see white hair coming out of your head
YIKES. you are old. hmm.. i can't even find a single white hair on my head XD
teeeheeeheeeheee.. hope you don't think too much la my dear.
like me, simple ^^ er.. maybe not that simple
but i look simple on the outside right????
forget about him, him and him.. wa.. you really geng lo
got 3 him..~~~ yea la.. how also cannot compete with you =P
i know la.. leng lui of course like this de loo hoo...
muahahahahhahaha.. have a nice birthday =D
listening to happy songs.. cheering myself up!
jia you wei xin! you can do it!
siew hui! you are officially my friend that i will always stick to next year
gambateh together! prove to them that arts stream humans can be smart!
i'm all better now!!! thanks! =D
thank you for those who comforted me today!
thanks ah gor! always make me think through ^^ love you so much♥
thank daddy and mummy ♥
thanks for hearing everyone! see me shine next year =P
Saturday, October 16, 2010
only satisfied.. i passed my piano exam la.... ^^
but... with merit only... somemore!! ngam ngam Merit a ......
lol... my distinction... *sob* bye bye T^T.. i will never get a distinction =(
because i'm afraid of people, i don't have confidence in myself.
so.. my dad said he wants to send me to public speaking training O.O
don't know la.. good for me, good for my future.. will think about it..
ok, here goes my grade.
Pieces:
A(a quick and fast song which i practise for a long time to master) -26/30
- well, i don't really think i can get this high marks, unexpected.
B(slow song that my piano teacher say that i play it very well) -24/30
- abit dissapointed la.. i expect more. hmm~ i press my paddle with care and didn't make mistakes as my last exam. too bad
C(jazz song that i have most confidence in) - 25/30
- i expect it to be the highest lo.. but the comments there say my rhytm is good ^^ ohohoho..i wan a 28 for this =( haih~~~~ my jazz song T^T
Scales. 18/21
- i was so shock when i see this.... == i really think that the examiner's ear have problem dy (sorry la) because. my scales WERE TERRIBLE. seriously terrible. but still thank you examiner for being soo kind to give me such high marks.. =P
Sight reading.. ...... ..... *er.. should i put? AIya, put la!* 14/21
-laugh all you want.. 'hahahaa' laugh la! i know.. very low la == can't blame me also. she gave me quite a hard and complex piece to play and my hands were shaking! i'm just a little girl =( i'm afriad....... well, as expected my sight reading is as awful as always XDDD
Aural- 13/18
- T^T i practise for so long. hear so many songs.. all because of a word 'panick' i blew it all... i answer wrongly, i sang wrongly.. urgh! is just~~ URGH! failed myself so badly.
so tambah tambah... 120 marks lo......... *drawing circle on the floor*
my piano teacher asked me why do i even learn piano anyway.
i hesitated, i really forgot why i learn piano in the first place.
for fun? for my future? i don't know anymore
then she asked do i like music.
do i love music?? i seriously don't know anymore
i can't answer those question , i'm still assking myself. instead i changed the topic
to how i can learn things fast and cannot master that certain thing.
my dream? a singer? a pianist? or just a nobody.
i'm not good enough. not good enough for anything.
i can't do anything as perfect as the others. i'm jealous of those who really have talent
not like me, i'm just a fake. nothing about me is out-standing
seriously, i don't even have a special talent or feature.
i'm not good, i'm not perfect. just a nobody.
can anyone tell me what is special about me? i really don't know.
Friday, October 15, 2010
my mind is just blank, i thought of nothing, just looking at what everyone was doing
sometimes i think back the things that i have just done.
or. everyone's expression that i can't seem to forget...
without studying, i think i'm thinking quite alot of nonsense XDDD
thinking about the past, everything is just coming too fast
i can't seem to grab it..
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
is like just walking around. haha
the whole day i am in the half asleep condition.. walking zombie?? haha
scared i will faint O.O but i didn't la...
somemore stayed back for prefect meeting...
feels like i changed my personality already
Somemore!!! going for interview aaa T^T
scared~~~ don't know i will kena anot tim........
hor siew hui and kim tian???? scared~~~~~
aiyer.. heart pounding dy~~~~ although still got one month ==
for now, enjoy as much as i can.. later. need to fight again.. hahahaha
hope my after PMR days won't come to an end =(
dunwan to think liao... ARGH..everyone is skipping school :0
Sorry to say, i never skip school ^^ i am a good student
perasan-ing dy~~~~ nvm got shu ping teman me
since the 'i need a heroin' person is skipping 2morow ==
BLA BLA. anyway, do i look like a goat? XDD
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
BM - paper 1 =( ... paper 2 =)
BI - =DD
BC- T^T
MAths- =DDDDDDDD
Science- paper 1- =D.... paper 2- T^T
Sejarah- =)
Geografi- =)
KH- T^T^T^T^T^T^T
算了，算了， 每个人都放轻松，唯独我。还在战战兢兢 =(
两个月，够我休息了啦。计划要看戏！玩电脑！玩到我傻！！！！！！！！！
还是回来现实好点 。
今天，陪了瑜晴小姐走了一个下午的街。
可是，没有达成目标。没吃到 ice cream fondue, 下次就去pavilion XD
一整天，其实只是吃罢了 ==
两个人各买到一件衣服，算有一点点收获。
还每一层去走，这是我们所谓的burn fat XDD
因为，我们在那里吃了三餐啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
肥死了 ==
怎样burn fat都不行了啦 ><
算了，当作庆祝也好。
一个 ice cream 都吃了我 RM16，厉害哩？？？？
一点都没有心痛，因为很久没吃了 T^T
而且，是我的致爱！！VANILLA 的哩。。。。。hohohohohho
瑜晴！！我的大肚腩，你要负责 XDDDDDD
刚考完PMR，我就熬粥了，是电话粥。
因为薇芯打电话给我，还谈上了差不多一个小时
哈哈，拿电话的手都酸了 ==
她讲话当然是比我多啦，她酱38 XDDDDD
不知道她的嘴巴累不累XDDDD
独中生真是难做，幸好没有进独中 T^T
还是没有心情，难以面对我的成绩。
我有预感，那一天我会哭得很惨。
Friday, October 8, 2010
as i always wanted. i changed my playlist ^^ ohohoho
i'm tired of that song dy == now~~ i put all my idols' songs!!
but i only put one for BOA =( cauz her new songs haven't put on youtube yet =(
i mean all those nice nice ones.. i can't seem to find on mixpod =(
very well then, i put alot of fujita maiko's ♥ hahahaa...
GAH. my cousin said that PMR was easy.. i was like 'har?' ==
he thinks that science is easy? OMG. == BM paper 1 is easy?
gah.. maniac XP (jkjk) can't believe it.. got a feeling that he will beat me in getting straight A's
=O cannot!!! cannot!!! i must get straight A's 1st T^T
cannot lose a...~~~~ T^T^T^T^T^T haiyer.. so dangerous.. =O
BM, BC.. my WORST fear =( please la... give me straight A's....
scary~~~ so scary~~~ so.. i have to berusaha..
although i'm already berusaha-ing~~~ ... haiyoyoyoyo...
must win a... must win him aaaa T.T if don't win
i no face liao.... cry cry cry.. cry till the whole floor also filled with my tears...~~
haih~~ 2 days more then it will be all over.
and i can on the computer without any feeling of guilt
ya, i'm guilty, PUT MY IN JAIL!!! LOL, crazy liao @@
actually heard from someone that if you are sleepy you get crazy and HIGH.
maybe gua.. hahahaha.. so after i read the whole form 2 book..
saya akan pergi tidur 'ZZZzzzz'
'OI! wake up a!! sleep after you finish your form 2!!!'
ok, i'm officialy getting the PMR Fever again..
oh please be over T^T and cure my sicken heart =O
Boa ♥
Fujita Maiko ♥
(jie shan, i think i'm being more like you XD)
Friday, October 1, 2010
“虽然我是很想你拿全A，不过我宁愿你拿不到，也不要你没有了健康”
短短的一句话，却一直在我脑海里盘旋。
虽然我哭得像泪人一样，不过我现在已经安抚了自己的心情
我会为自己加油。
thanks mummy
