Tuesday, August 31, 2010
and it was all mostly crap and i wrote all of it because i was bored ==
this proves that i'm an active blogger~~~~ *lame*
nah nah~ merdeka day~~ a good part of it is~~~
i get to sleep late =P hahahahahahhahaha
anyway, i finished the novel in one day ^^ again~~
well, the novel was quite special la.. but i still think it is ok only..
OK only... dunno why~ hahahahahahahaa...
oh ya! i know why, it doens't let me think like i really hate some of the person
or i really like some of the characters~ maybe tat is what makes it plain
but cheen said that book's ranking in joustar is quite high ==
hahaha, maybe it's my own opinion loooo~ =)
i love the front cover though ^^ looks great on my shelf ~~
i love the front cover though ^^ looks great on my shelf ~~
back to school tomorrow.. can't wait tilll holiday~~
although i know i'll be spending the whole day.. == at home..
studying~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ AHHHHHHHHH!!!
2morow! results! wish me alot alot alot of LUCK! =D
everyone who worked hard to achieve our camp day! =D
as chuan jiet said.... blur = sexy.. hhahahhahahaha i still can't get it though~
me and the so called 'jujur' person~~~ can you believe he is form 3?!
i don't~ hahahahhaa... he owe me 2 buckets of water =.=
nah... me and my gor gor.. the only none cacat picture in my phone~~~~
hahahahahahahhahaha..
last but not least... the ones i LOVE =)
only left shu ping gone T^T.. next time ba~~ hhahahahaha
sayornara~ =)
Monday, August 30, 2010
yes sir yes sir three bags full~~~~
i thought of doing my homework in school, ended up~
talking with shu ping and jin yuen the whole day.. LOL
class was sooo.. soo.. empty today~ hahahahahhaha
only me, this great great great student won't ponteng~ ==
got back two of my results today~ quite satisfied ^^
cause~ till now, i'm having straight A's! just hope...
my BM, BI and science will get A also laa... *pray* =)
talking craps that eventually make my teardrop~
well, it's ok anyway~ felt much better~ =)
they are such great listeners and jokers
my essay~ till now still half way == till when i am gonna get everything done?
haven't study for sej, i'm having exam on thursday leh =.=
NVM, like always.. shoot my answers~~ hahaha (tembak la~)
nyakk nyakkkk... i owe my teacher a lot of homework
for not going to tuition because of TRIAL~ ==
ahahahhahah.. better stop.. i'm crapping dy~ hahahaha byeee =)
Saturday, August 28, 2010
because i'm afraid that i'm just talking to the wall
i'm not very succesful today either, well at least i'm not talking to the wall
i think i really did tersinggung perasaan some of the people there
but if i say sorry, there is no use now anyway so i just will say sorry deep in my heart
especially to Yee cheen, shu ping and jin yuen
i was really harsh on you all but i really didn't mean it.
i didn't really think before what i said and i was panicking during that time
so, i'm truly sorry, i still love you all =)
ok, enough with the sendimental stuff although i don't feel high either~
just a normal feeling, but i seriously don't feel like talking
so that's the use of the computer~ using hands to express what i want to say
ok, reached school about 6 == since someone said it was 6 ==
ended up going there for like nothing~ nvm ~
our 手语 was quite a sucess, never knew quite amount of people follow
we actually owe it to the Victorians. without them seriously ==
it will be like quiet place with a few sha po and sha gong on stage
so i'm also happy although some of them didn't follow~
i didn't did very well in my 1st station.. just don't know why
made me quite angry but after letting it all out (i'm turly sorry cheen)
i actually feel more relax.. then i talk about it to siew hui too
which made me have mood to continue my next station
drama was ok too, never knew people will laugh at my act
thank you for those who respone =) thank you =)
next, is my 2nd station which made me cough the whole day
who told me to have such low stamina?
just by carrying a few buckets of water made me coughing non-stop
i did well as a 站长there, so i'm really satisfied with my performance
i start with people splashing water on me
and end with people splashing the whole bucket on me
plus.. 2 of them actually put a bucket on my head .. hahahhaha
well, made me laugh (no fake) after trying so hard to pretend i'm high LOL
i'm like that de la... hope all of you won't jie yi~
you know what? i didn't laugh during the flash-mop (don't know how to spell) hahahahha
geng anot? geng anot? weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
oh well, typing actually made me feel much better hahahahahha
good night people =D
Friday, August 27, 2010
好累~不过跟佩玲比起来这不算些什么。
其实我蛮佩服她们那么效力的精神，不知何时我才能做到呢？
也许，我是没有那种细胞的人吧！
怎么说呢？我没用？不是。我多余？又不是。
那，我是什么？总觉得我帮不到忙，也越帮越忙
那两篇作文，我依然还没写，在犹豫着，会不会选错了路？
她们不是没道理，但'她们'也说的没错
还是，还是，不要想太多
不知为什么的心情很复杂，一股闷气在胸口中，好辛苦
得知自己拿A是表面上的快乐？不知道。
不过，知道消息以后心里其实没什么反应
但却扮着松了一口气和逃过一戒似的，我的用意到底是什么？
原来，人是可以那么的虚假，我讨厌的其中一个性格
竟然出现在自己身上，很可笑，但我笑也笑不出
房里，还有碰也没碰过的书，叫着我休息的床
安慰着我的夜，未收拾的书包躺在地上
我难以解释我的心情
我好像放出声来，骂出我心里的闷气
然后无助地卷缩在地上哭泣。。。
Thursday, August 26, 2010
i can blog with alll my time =) i'm spending the whole night my com today
although my tuition teacher specificly ask me to study (ignore laaa =P)
after soo long.. of course must play com laa right? right? right?
aiyerr.. i got my very first paper back! SEJ! never knew i can A ==
this paper is sooo hard == i thought i will get B... never knew~~ haha
trembling through exams.. hope i can get straight A's la T.T
i was really hoping i can get straight A to prove to my mother
who thinks that i only get straight A for my dog == but
i dun think it is really possible la.. cause.. my BM haha no need to say liao
i can see everyone onlining one by one! it is sooo fun to see ur contact list full =)
yer.. i am crazy @@ actually before this, i thought of everything i want to blog about
now, i'm all blank.. ok, it is not the first time anyway ==
during KH, i was really lazy to check since the weather was soo hot
and.. i was sitting there for one and a half hours for god's sake==
i really fat gai mang punya lo == if i didn't check hor ==
i got 2 careless mistakes... like my science T.T my science~~~
here's how the question goes!
What is the second outer most layer of the sun
i wrote corona!! you know why???
i didn't see the second == ish! ish! gai mang!!! a!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to prevent this from happening.. i force myself not to sleep during KH
and u know hor.. how suffering it is if you sleep at 12.30 yesterday night!!!
and wake up at 5.30.. omgosh ==
gah, need to stay back 2morow.. then saturday~ CAMP!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~
hope it will be fun! anyway~
i don't know what to blog anymore! sayornara~
Friday, August 20, 2010
terpaksa on la... short post to heat my blog
ok. exam was horrible O.O i can't imagine what's gonna happen next week
save me T^T for the 1st time.. i can understand chinese paper 1
LOL.. all of the objective questions were tricky! seriiously ==
luckily i checked =)
english T^T.. one of my best subjects... is now
my worst fear... gosh == what happen to me?
ah rush rush! rush! better off now! sayornara! =D
Saturday, August 14, 2010
next week will be a really big day for all of the form 3's
is our trial exam.. well, i actually promise myself to stop using the com
but i end up cannot control myself properly =.=
what ever happens, i am not touching my computer starting from tomorrow
a promise i make to myself =)
done the my-revision.com thing
the results.. doesn't really turn out well
especially sejarah T.T how can this be~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
so i better gambateh.. i'm aiming for science, eng n maths only anyways
but still.... i have to work harder! stay up late! and get motivation!
exam~ 6 days.. i'll will be taking this challenge.. are you willing to?
hope you're all ready, fasten your seat belts!
cause it will be a bumpy ride =D
goodbye everyone.. see you all in 2 weeks time!
Friday, August 13, 2010
不过还好的是，我一整天都在和两位SI小姐聊天
呵呵，还有唱歌咯~ 当然我们有在讲是非XD
最不可事宜的是。。。。淑嫔竟然主动靠我。
哈哈哈哈哈哈，然后还和我唱情歌。
我。。。。终於了解，我对她唱歌时，她的那种感受
可是，当我拒绝她时，她竟然破音了！！！！XDDDDD
然后，她还笑到拍打桌子 ==
她根本是我的镜子嘛 XD 虽然我今天是没有兴奋到这样
津圆就是听我们讲话到她的数学永远都在同一面 XDD
呵呵。今天我竟然睡了3个小时！！
不知为什么那么好睡，哈哈。
可是，醒来后，我浑身都是汗。
最近，实在是太热了！！！！！！！！
Thursday, August 12, 2010
what happen. happened? i don't really wanna care anymore
but why am i so moody right now?
sometimes i just want to scold everyone or maybe even just cry in front of them
that will make me feel better right?
urgh.. in a no mood condition~ i don't wanna talk
i don't wanna do anything... i'm just in a mood for studying
don't why? don't know how? goodbye
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
no, i can't face... no no no no no no T^T i still remember the last time i took piano exam
i definitely can't forget how 'fish' was I on that very very day....
argh, hope the same thing won't happen tomorrow~
i know what to wear liao! i know what to wear!!!!!!! ~~~~
will take picture if i am perasan tomorrow... LOL ==
just now i was on the phone with kwx.. she is really more nervous than me
i can hear it from her voice.. she is like... hard to say la.. tension maybe?
i thought i was freaked out enough... but her... LAGI...
wonder what she's wearing 2morow ~~~ hmmm.. LOL
and when i practise.. i am already starting to panick.. panick i tell you!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i need a big big hug from a big big bear.. (what am i saying?! ==)
i will be coming back to school tomorrow.. so people....
you will hear my grandmother stories when i come back..
i hope i don't cry by the time.. lol..... =.=
pass or fail.. is on my hands... hope i don't ruin this...
my teacher will be so dissapointed =( and.. my parents.. too..
great, i'm moody again == 'thanks alot'
but still... i want to thank those who wished me good luck today
i really appreciate it =)
i will try my very best... and make this as my best exam ever =D
or maybe i will think of it as a performance =)
well then.. better start doing aural.... deep breath~
Countdown: 1 day
gambateh wei xin! i know i can do it!
Sunday, August 8, 2010
well, saw the guy again.. which looked kinda (I SAY KINDA) cute
i thought he was form 1 or form 2.. then kwx go n ask him..
he said he is 12 O.O .. Woah.. person who looks old XDDDDDD
he played badly (oho) which made me kinda happy la.. ==
(wow, i realise how bad i can be sometimes)
cauz hor.. he is only 12, and he is playing grade 4...
i'm 15.. and i'm in grade 5.. == it even sounds embarassing just mentioning it!
so.. i think that guy is forced to learn piano by his parents de laaaa..
hahahahahahhahahaa don't know la~ this will be my last time seeing him anyway
XDDDDDDD... P.S i didn't talk to him or say hi or smile.. =.=
Weee~ my mummy came back from China~ you know why am i happy?
1) i finally can eat her home cooked food T^T
2) she brought back alot of presents~~~ ohohohohohoho
finally~ my cupboard.. finally got stock liao XDDDDDD
but most of them also saving for Chinese New Year.. which is..
very very very very very far from now ==
and the shirt which is very nice.. have to wait~~ T^T^T^T^T
aiya.. nvm la.. oh.. the skirt T^T the skirt also T^T T^T
now... another problem.. my small room doesn't really fits alot of things ==
so now my packed table and shelf is LAGI packed... only my cupboard
still kosong XD .. cause my cupboard BIG ma... =.=
SEJARAH TEST! on tuesday! omgosh == if clinton didn't remind me
i TOTALLY forgot liao laaa.. thank you clinton soooooooooooo much T^T
well, well better do my aural loo...
sayornara ^^
Countdown : 3 days! =)
Saturday, August 7, 2010
while doing maths.... we suddenly heard Vincent say 'leng zai~'
like in a very fat hao way la... omgosh...
me and ping's first response is 'yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr'
then cheen just laugh and look at him....
his face was like sooo red.. ahhahahahahaha.. i can't stop laughing after that
nobody knows how funny it was if you're not there.. hahahahaha
we sang like usual... cauz it was SUPER boring.
without shu ping, i'm super quiet... but... cheen is suffering..
cauz... i kept on disturbing herr... XDDDDDD like in KH haha
and i still remember the first time we receive our Geo Paper..
the teacher doesn't allow us to do in the paper... why? don't know..
she asked us to do in the OMR Paper, the siew hui said
' Kedekutnya' which drives three of us laughing like mad..
hahahahhaha... then teacher allows us to write on the paper...
then the teacher ask us to conteng... she said
'Saya dah bagi kamu conteng, contenglah! Tadi cakap saya kedekut'
hahahahahahahaha..
singing during gerak gempur is SUPER FUN!
me, ping n siew hui were like radios to hui qi and cheen.. hahahaha
i'm the one who sang out of pitch everytime.. then kena scold .. haha
singing out of pitch is fun too! really.. is like.. if u sing perfectly everytime
u will get bored eventually, so why don't you change the song? hahahaha
我們的愛 過了就不再回來 直到現在 我還默默的等待
我們的愛 我明白 已變成你的負擔只是永遠 我都放不開 最後的溫暖
你給的溫暖
i can't believe i fell in love with this song.. soooo fast...
although it is soo very long ago~ haha... sing with ping maaaa...
every bit of my feelings also pull back la.. hahahhaa
(lol, what am i saying? XD)
Countdown: 4 days!!!!!
Friday, August 6, 2010
left half a year lo.. although it is not very much..
my spirit of doing maths has gone~ just don't know why?
never knew doing Maths can make me emo.. so much .. urgh
what's the point anyway, i lost my spirit i can't continue..
if i continue, i don't think the marks will be pretty..
so i'll just let it be.. haih... just down all of a sudden...
finding a way to let all the feelings out now... somemore.. we're having school tomorrow
haih~ is like making me more down only... better use my time wisely
since my grandpa is in my house.. gonna go makan with him 2morow~
i hope i have the time to study and practise ... i'm just so scared
i still believe in myself though.. but..
the more i believe.. the more hope will gone in the end..
arghh.. i don't even know what i'm talking about anymore..
urgh.. bye
Countdown : 5 days
Thursday, August 5, 2010
NOT TO BUY THE HONEY FLAVOURED NESTUM!
lol, to me it is disgusting... T^T
and i bought a big packet of it!!! curse myself...
now, i need to finish this packet all by my own.. omgosh ==
feel like vomiting .... urgh..
i don't have the spirit to blog anyway....
but i still need to get the countdown board running!!
just now's rehearsel saw ok.~ i guess... lol...
we still have few weeks to camp! GAH!
i'm so busy~~~~~ LOL...
and i'm teaching juniors to conduct too ^^
lacking of conductors... oh well, sayornara =)
Countdown : 6 days!
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
虽然我是个天大的好人，可是。。。。他们根本就在骗我嘛==
今天那位狡猾的小弟弟，跟我借钱，说话也超没礼貌的
说要打电话。 算了，就借他20sen，然后还说要借一块钱
唉呀，当然不借啦，以为我傻的咩 ==
就笑着跟他讲对不起，可是。。。。。。。。。。
我一转身，那个小伙子根本就不在打电话！
唉，算了吧，给人耍了，还是个小孩子
我觉得我很。。。。没有用 ~~~~~ ==
就当捐钱吧！做善事，也好。。。。
还是好空虚的感觉，因为
我一个十五岁的少女，竟然给一个小学的小弟弟骗了？！
唉。。。。。两个字，失败。。。。。。。。T^T
所以，在这儿要警惕世人，不要因为他是小孩子就要相信他
不然就会像我这样可怜。。。。 (其实不会可怜罢了)
小孩子，也可以是老千，也可以是骗子。。。。。
说得过度夸了 == 不用紧！要夸才有人信。。。。呵呵！
Countdown: 7 days
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
because it is only for today.. gahhhh T^T
taking a break after doing my aural.. i can't get any of the questions right T^T
i'm bad.. i'm bad.... i'm baddddd........
today i slept again in school.. hahahaha of course when the teacher is not teaching la
i find it hard to open my eyes during sejarah....
it takes sooo long just to discuss a paper....
still, i need to give face to the teacher... so i didn't sleep..
i was sooooo happy when there's 30 minutes to spare before school ends
actually, i plan to read sejarah bab 7 since i don't know what it is talking about
but i fell asleep ~~~~ LoL... must know when to take advantages right? haha
i was really tired ma... if it is not for the karangan..
i will be sleeping at 10 something yesterday.... =.= urgh~
i thought i wrote my karangan long enough.. but.. ==
when i saw siew hui's, hui qi's and pui ling's.. i'm stunned ....
how can they write until so long???????!!!!!!
wonder what they stuck in their brains... =.= it was hard for me to find words
and they .. they.. they... can write soooo long.... omgod T^T
no wonder they are so smart....
Countdown : 8 days
Monday, August 2, 2010
keep on blogging and blogging... is like my hobby now ~
karangan~ i really don't feel like doing.... i really don' t want to do leh
who is doing now har? hahahahhahahaahha
cause i want to copy .... (i'm turning bad)
well well.. ahahahha... don't know what to blog about actually =(
kinda down~ although i 've let my tuition friends made me high just now
is it because too high then now starting to down flow?
no idea..................................... i don't want to think anymore
can anyone think for me? tension a!!!!!!!!
i can't believe i left so little time... and why am i still here?
y? y? y? y? y? y? y? oh.. aural...
aural.. i suck at it... will i get merit because of this? =(
highly tension.. i need someone to talk to.... but i don't feeling like talking..
urgh. what am i saying actually?
oh well, at least i learnt something *i guess* i'm still not ready for anything
hahahahaha, BM~ every moral students campur cauz there's agama..
i still have an essay to write wehh T^T hate homeworks =.=
mostly, i just make my own sentence la.. the acuan is soo confusing ==
they should give the acuan when we're form 1 to make it easier to rmb~
we can't change now~~~~~~ LOL....
then after recess is SCIENCE~~~ i admit, science looks easy..
and i can remember it very easily but still ==
i ALWAYS get the keywords wrong... so i less get 50 n above for my paper 2
so there i was, sesat... and they only give paper 2
which you have to think and think and think before you write..
i feel so lazy to think == but i just finish it and sleep la...
haiyo ~ soooo.
you know why? of course i'm not gonna tell you ==
goodbye
Sunday, August 1, 2010
going to khoi wei's house later.. i've done my notes ^^ (except for form 2 la)
i have no idea where i put my text book =.=
urgh nevermind, my mum is bringing me to cut hair later ... hahahhahahaa
i'm gonna cut it shorter and not so thick ~
the weather is killing me~~~~~
yesterday, i actually watch 'po chung ling' last episode with my family T^T
i didn't even see all the front part =DDDD
it was so hard holding my tears back while watching the show
i finally know how cheen felt.. hahahahahha... i still need to tahan my tears la
cauz my dad will sure tease me == in the end, i succeed!! hahahahahaha
nobody see my crying cause i keep wiping my tears off.. muahahahhahaa
going to wake up early tomorrow =(
haih~ the great sunday never last... and i am having lesser and lesser time
alright, gambateh ^^
