Wednesday, May 8, 2013
Hey there, it has been awhile since i updated my blog :)
Lecturers have been giving us study break.
for today and tomorrow :D
friday going to get my econs mock exam result back
and it ain't gonna be pretty :/
econs is like freaking hard.
maybe i'm still not good enough? :(
time is like so limited. i can't feel myself think.
i just hope for A for econs. (if i can ever achieve that)
Maths was all basics, haha so biggy :)
i was being stupid in C1, which is the easiest paper of all the maths papers.
careless mistakes all over the place, i only get 89 -.-
and all the smarties in my class got like 90 above.. grr
feel so left out ..
but at least i get 90 above for my M1, S1 and C2. which is quite a relieve
haha, i almost score 100 for C2, (boo to carelessness)
i am happy enough to get 99 :)
but still there's quite a number of people in my class who got 100. *emo*
i just hope i can score perfect marks in real exam :D
since C1 and C2 is basically add maths in form 4 and 5
it makes me wonder why i never achieve 90 above for that subject :/
it's kind of a disappointment.
i always hope to get 90 for add maths, at least once.
but it never came true :(
getting 90 above in a-levels is like. no feel at all.
cause i know the real thing it's gonna be different -.-
no repetition like last time. hahaha
and here, you all might be wondering
omg, why is it so easy to score high marks in a-level?
and i'm going to say. it's just the beginning...
i can't imagine how is my next semester going to be.
stressful i guess :/
that time is when things get serious.
at this point, i wonder.
am i not a people person?
maybe i'm just not that lovable in my class.
when someone mention my name, i can hear some of them ask "who is wei xin?"
normally it would hurt me.
but when i heard that, i just smile to myself.
all i can say is i'm not friendly enough.
i don't know how to blend into a class with a bunch of boys.
we are so different.
getting used to english speaking environment
i can really say that, the topics aren't the same anymore.
i can always open my heart to those who speak chinese
but i somehow unable to express my feelings to english speaking people.
i can always talk to people like winnie or jun ying or lii xiang about my feelings
although we didn't talk much, i can just tell them what i feel when i see them,
but not in my class.
but i am still glad the girls in my class know me :) it's kinda enough.
but still envy them cause they are able to blend in with the boys and talk to them.
different world maybe?
at least accounting class always makes me feel better :)
really, i feel noticed and loved
i think i mentioned this before here, but it's really how i feel. hahaha
everyone like to be with me there.
they kinda want me to sit near them. how nice :)
and the lecturer even figured out 'wei xin's psychology'
because i laugh madly when i make a mistake.
looking forward to next sem so i can meet them again.
i feel happy when sandra and cheh chee say they miss me :)
exams is like next week.
and there goes my study mood.
0%
hahahah, alot of people say i look like i haven't slept for days
MQA ended, i have high confidence that i passed. HAHAHA
hopefully :x
however, now i need to go back home myself evryday.
it's kinda lonely.
i always hope that i can bump into someone at the train station.
so i can have company :)
but sadly, it disappoints me everyday. haha
it is nice just to plug on my earpiece and bring myself into the music world.
i don't normally do that, but now i chose to.
i just want to feel my emotions along with the song.
nothing much :)
I'm looking forward to the coming holidays.
i want to hang out with everyone.
literally everyone.
i miss them
i miss cheen
i miss ping
i miss kai
i miss si yunn.
i miss the boobiesss.
i miss our BCG gang.
i miss wei xin :) we haven't seen each other for two years. :')
for those who don't know, wei xin is another me.
just kidding, she's my best friend in primary school
i blame myself for being too busy for everything.
and i want to make it all up in the holidays :)
i want to do all the things i want to do
before i start another stressful semester :)
good luck studying!
