Saturday, February 2, 2013
yeah, having two quizzes next week :/
one is accounts, which is on tuesday
and the other one is economics which i can attempt to it anytime before cny since it's an online quiz
I have high confidence in my accounts since it's currently STILL just basics
however, economics on the other hand, is really bringing my mood down :(
i've always been a top scorer in economics back in form 4 and form 5
i thought i really have that 'talent' in economics
i even doubt my abilities in accounts because pei qian and kah mun is always better than me :/
but now.
economics is driving me crazy
i don't know how to answer the questions.
i tried doing the questions in the book that lee hui borrowed from the library
but i seriously can't believe the number of questions i got wrong
like seriously? why is it so hard?
i learnt everything back in secondary school, it's just repeating
but why can't i answer them well?
so many whys in my head.
though i hate memorizing, but desperate time comes to desperate measures -.-
i need to memorize it!
it's a must!!
i know i have been complaining about how bad am i in memorizing
and how much i hated it
but, in this case, i don't seem to have a choice
well, memorizing plus understanding might be useful to me? :)
yup, and because of this i can't really sleep well yesterday
i even had the weirdest dream ever -.-
i dreamt that spm trials was over and we're having SPM the next day
and i haven't even studied BM!
i remembered i gave all cikgu ong's note to my brother already
and all those peribahasa and ungkapan-ungkapan menarik i also haven't memorize in a long time
and i even blame myself for studying economics too much (which was what i've been doing these days)
i quickly woke up from my sleep and wanted to find the notes to study
then i just realised, SPM was over.
and i'm in college now, dummy -.-
that gave me a huge scare.
early in the morning ==
then i went back to sleep.
speaking about college, it reminds me of all the smart guys in my class
apparently, guys are much better at understanding maths than girls
whenever the teacher teaches a new topic,
all the guys will keep answering his questions
while i'm still there figuring out what is going on -.-
and just as i thought i was the only one feeling this way
i feel relieved because the other girls also said they don't really understand
well, at least this makes me feel normal ? XD
you might been wondering how am i doing in college?
i'm doing just fine :D
there are friends that i can count on now :)
i socialise more with my classmates and the lecturers.
which is a good thing :)
and i don't need to worry i'll be alone anymore
because i found a friend who is taking the same subject as me and we stick together almost every time :D
her name is lee hui
and she even introduced me to some of her friends she knows there
so, i don't feel like a stranger in this college anymore
i'm blending in to everything and everyone
and i kinda love my college life, really
gives me motivations :D
really want to thank lii xiang and chuan jiet
both of them really helped me alot in coming out of my shell
XD
feels like home when talking to them
because they're my primary school classmates
strange to know why we've gotten so close since we barely even talk in primary school
hahaha.
缘分maybe? ;)
