Saturday, November 24, 2012
time really flies when you're not realizing.
the starting of year 2012 was just like yesterday
now SPM is going to end.
really fast.
3 more subjects to go and i'm done
and it's hard to believe
i'm about to leave secondary school
although it is not goodbye yet,
but somehow i should write all my feelings out before i decide not to
i'm use to keeping things to myself
sometimes i chose to blog it out
and regret it afterwards.
haha, i'm a silly little kid.
I was really happy to know everyone from SBS
teachers and friends.
i never knew i can get so close with teachers
it just happen starting from last year
some of them really gained my respect
friendship.
those ups and downs
i've learn
however, i can't really picture what i've learnt through words.
but i know i'll definitely cherish the times
we've been through together :)
i'm not a really good person to put up with
and i really thank you all for the patience you have put up with me
i'm not perfect, i have flaws.
and not many accept that.
but i'm sorry i couldn't be anymore honest
about my thinking and my feelings
i just don't know why
somehow, something took away my trust.
my trust towards other people.
and now i still wonder,
what is the thing we so call friendship?
i really don't know the meaning of it
even till now.
however,
i do still love you all
i really do.
everyone of you
shu ping, jin yuen, khoi wei, cheen, yin joe, pui ling
amanda, pei qian, kah mun and maybe even derrick
i appreciate all of you for appearing in my life
you've made it wonderful :)
and i can't believe it's already time for us to say goodbye.
just 2 more weeks.
so i beg for your apology
for all my sins.
i'm really sorry if i've hurt you somewhere along the way
and i really want to thank xiao :)
for texting me although you're just asking questions
hahaha, cause i really love receiving texts and phone calls
although i rarely do.
really thank you.