Friday, September 7, 2012
i made this picture extra large :/
It kinda describes all my feelings for today
SPM Trials, there goes my straight A's
i got 68 for my chinese
i'm just not good enough
well, actually
nobody got an A, at all
the highest was 72 only
teacher said the questions are exactly the same as last year's
if only we knew and did a practise of it -.-
well, she saw the difference between us and our seniors
we are all not good enough, compare to them
they have all the A+ standards
but we just have the potential to get an A
and as for me, the maximum i can go is A-
:(
although the paper was very hard
and i should be glad to get a B
but still,
it was a little disappointing
i don't feel like taking the rest of my papers anymore :(
luckily, after talking to pandiee and mum
all i can do now is to work harder than before
i won't guarantee an A
but at least, i will be better than what i am doing now
hopefully, my other subjects will cheer me up :)
hoping for a lot of improvement
and the urge to study,
just came back :D
i still have the time
to work for the actual SPM
so i shouldn't be giving up now :)
stay positive :3
