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Saturday, March 12, 2011

i don't want to blabber.
but, i feel that this is the only way to release all my feelings inside

haih. aren't parents suppose to support everything that his or her child does?
they are so weird sometimes.
first, they disagree. ok fine, they gave me hope
then after i done a certain thing. they changed their minds.
then, in the end. blaming me for doing that certain thing.
==

and they are blaming me for having too much activities.
oh please, you think want to?
is for the sake of my society and my life.
i can choose not to attend anything
and being irresponsible all the time.

but i chose to be responsible on what am i doing
is there something wrong?
you think i want to attend everything?
do i even have a choice? you ever asked me?

i know that you are more experienced than me.
i know and i respect that
i thought you all would understand what am i feeling right now
i don't even have the time for my own studies.
i need to Take OUT the little time that i have for studying.

this holiday,
i only have ONE day ONLY to rest.
is like not having a holiday at all.
and have you seen the amount of homework that i have?

can't you imagine how stress i am?
you said i am more busy than you all adults.
then you should know my feeling right?
can't you instead try to help me release my stress or maybe just leave me
rather than mumbling at me.

do you know how sad i am now?
i am upset because you all don't support on what i do.
you think everything i do is for someone else or anything else?
NO.
i do all of this
is for the sake of myself

i want improvement
in everything.
everything that i do.
is that something wrong?

can't you all support me,
instead of blaming me =(
i don't have a choice.

why does it you all asking my brother because he didn't join anything
and blaming me for joining alot of things =(
now i officially lost all my mood in continuing all STACKS of homeworks i have.
are you happy now? =(
a smile a day keeps the doctor away :)





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