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Saturday, February 26, 2011

Strong feelings. deep in my heart.
when i heard the news. it was shocking
i didn't cry.
and of course i won't cry for a person that i don't know.

but. it was something else.
it was the pain in my heart that is hard to fade away
today~ she's going to be in flames
it feels so hard to let myself be easy.

We haven't even done stuff together.
i didn't even get to know her.
she just left. left us. left xue ji.

this kind of feeling, nobody will understand
maybe you all think i am being FAKE
as in a cat crying for a mouse.
NO! it's not.

is just a special bond between all of us.
that nobody can give.
except them

Received Sms from kai yong.
she asked me to take care of myself.
haha, will anyone ever do that? haha except her.
she cried for this particular person
and we both don't even know.

i didn't went to her funeral to see her for the one last time
but in my heart.
i prayed. prayed that she will be happier up there
maybe the illness is eating her alive?
maybe it is just better this way.

Although i don't know you.
i just hope you can feel what am i feeling for you now.
rest in peace, yee ling .
a smile a day keeps the doctor away :)





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