Tuesday, January 25, 2011
recently, i just found out that i have a strange and werid thinking
well, it is strange and weird
but at the same time.
it is a very good thinking
ok, fine.. maybe you all will think that i am crazy~
but, seriously.. i'm telling the turth..
i just found out that.. i am studying for the sake of studying
not for the sake of exam is near or wat
till now, i stilldon't get the stress exam feeling yet
and plus.. i have no idea how to answer subjective questions
is like, there's a mind set in my mind that says
" who cares if you fail certain subjects?"
well, i know.. i will probably cry when i know i fail
but is just that weird feeling la..
when teachers are actually giving tips for exam
my mind was actually thinking about
" isn't this an exam? why are they like.. giving us tips?"
"so.. we just study that certain chapters that is stated?"
weird right?
i know 99.99999% of people LOVE tips.
but now.. i found out that~
i don;t == i hate it.
is just. what's the point of giving you the whole textbook if you're not going to finish it?
and.. my tuition teacher (new one)
when he/she teaches. he/she will tell me
"oh, this section will come out less in SPM so no need to pay attention"
so i was like "huh?"
they just don't know
one mark.. make a BIG difference
and maybe because of that one mark.
you lost one A
or maybe a once in a life time opportunity to get an A+
fine~ maybe you all think that i am all so smart that i LOVE studying
erm.. no ~ i don't like studying at all.
but.. just don't know why
i want a brighter future
i don't want to stuck in a world
that people only think that science stream people are geniuses
i am TOTALLY sick of it!
they just go to science stream.. because there are smart people
and people around them will praise them for being "Smart"
i just don't like that concept. i like to
prove to everyone that account classes are great too =)
anyway, i'm so in love with accounts and ekonomi asas...
don't know why.. i just love it =)
it's late... better stop here .
and.. i am not talking about sensitive issue here
is just my opinion.. once again
is just my opinion....
goodnight dears =)