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Thursday, October 21, 2010

behind a mask, there lies a very scary person..
behind an always smiling mask, there lies a person who is frowning
behind everything she's hiding, she cares but she just pretends

do you realise what a scary person i am?
pretending to be friendly, but actually behind everything, i'm not smiling
now i know, people come up to me and say i look angry
i'm an idiot don't you know? trying to make people laugh where as i'm not doing so

seriously.. i can't believe myself, i can't lie to myself anymore
i can't do it... i tried to make myself laugh at anyone's joke. but i just can't
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as you all know, today is the cooking thing~
our group members are - me, cheen, ping, yun, ah kai and jordan.
me , yun and jordan went to pick up bahan bakar while ah kai n ping make the food
and cheen jaga the fire place thing~ actually our group end up in a special place
because our fellow neighbour used too much of space till we don't have one ==
well, our new place is definitely better because we are the only ones~

after we bakar the leaf and twigs and stuff.. ping started to bring her file
and started burning her essay and latihans.. she say is time to clean up her file
we say it is like burning 'yum xi zi' with ping's name on it ...
she even used the sausagers and pray to her burnt essays ==
but after she 'prays' i started to donate my papers..
actually they are all maths, what latihan a, graphs, everything about maths
BURNT! hope the knowledge about maths in my brain doesn't burn ==

during recess, i keep asking my fellow prefect mates about my look like 'un-iron' shirt
well, it can't be helped == i folded it.. keep arguing with qin ern that i DID iron the shirt
just that i folded it only !!! jacq n yin joe was helping me to make my shirt unnoticeable
later, yun khang wanted to prove that his shirt is better than mine
but... is still the same... his shirt also look un-iron.. HA! see who's laughing now?

then help up with the teacher to give the robe to the form 5's
被避要和一个我不想合作的人合作，所以就忍了她一个小时多
什么她想做的全让她做，我就默不出声地坐在老师身后，折纸袋
星期六还要忍她多一个早上，算了吧 ==
不知为什么老师讲的东西我一个字都听不到，烦的
只可以傻傻地点头，真是没用 ==

i don't care.

a smile a day keeps the doctor away :)