Saturday, July 17, 2010
Gah, it's soooo fast, only one more month... omgosh ==
if my father didn't say anything i'm still living my life freely~
i'm soo not prepared.. i can't do anything with my teacher staring at me
she said i was nervous... gosh == yes, i was and was TIRING to hide it
tak berjaya la == how does she know i'm nervous from hearing mere notes..
wow, i need to learn that seriously.. hahahhaahha
i really did try to blend in with the song, changing my emotions while the song changes
the fear, just get to me~
somemore aural time lagi worst, don't know what's wrong with my hearing la
i can't remember all the notes, i can't sing..
but teacher still say ok.. but that really makes me wanna cry
i can't do my best but still teacher still says that i'm ok...
i don't know whether should i be happy or sad
she say my voice is ok but my notes and tempo is not correct
what's the point having a good voice if all those important stuff i can't even get it right?
she kept on giving me chances and said i was good...
or was she only lying to me? =(
don't care don't care don't care don't care don't care don't care
i care i care i care i care i care i care i carewell, STOP CARING