Saturday, January 9, 2010
gahh..i aledi highlight my calendar to remind myself...tat my exam is on the 21st!! which is very very near!!but till now....i think all the things i studied...is like not in my braini forced myself to do sooo many things....but in the end....i guess i didn't really learn a thingso, can i just go to take the exam..empty inside?gahh..i dunno wat should i do...i m out of weekends..which are the days tat i m FREE to study.....urgh urgh urgh.....i feel like skipping tuition.....but...it is a stupid thing to do and a watse of money...wat should i do!!!!!! i m tired....really tired...i promised myself to study study study......i dunwan to be a failure....i dunwan to see a C grade in my resultsi just wanna concentrade...y is it so hard for me to do tat simple thing?i locked myself in my room whenever i have no sign of sleepy...so tat i can study.... but everytime i start a subject..i feel like changing subject aledi!!! argh argh argh...and i haven't finish my homework...cauz i m lazy to touch my pen...alot of my friends aledi started to work hard..y can't i work hard too? wat to do?how can i make myself rajin?????wat should i do to make me read book without a sign of tired....gahhhh...during the weekdays, i can't open my eyes...during the weekends, i dunno where i put my brain to...where's the possitive attitude of mine?do i lost it somewhere? haihurgh....i m suppose to on the com to my english essaywhich now i have really no mood to do liao =(sighh, better start finding information.....sayornara