Thursday, October 8, 2009
在一个宁静的夜晚里，我独自坐在秋千上，心中有种说不的忧郁。看到路过的人，我有礼貌地笑一笑，但是没有人看得出我眼中所藏着的伤感。刺骨的寒冷，令我失去了自觉，也分不清什么是热和冷了。我只觉得我心中的寒冷已战胜了周围的寒冷。
this time, wat i wrote is really wat i feel...
i just feel so down these days..although a smile is always on my face..
is natural... hiding my feelings is wat i do best...
i hate to be alone...like today...i doing latecomers..
aidil n faez left me alone there...and i can't find them...
and nobody is around...i really did feel like crying..i really do..
i dun the feeling although it is aledi 7.45 in the morning...
and i need to take the box all by myself...when i see 1 teacher..
i smiled to her and bow but really i feel really tiring and my hands hurt...
although it is nt the 1st time i push my body to the limit...
but it really hurted...when i go beck to class... i was sweating like a pipe water
and my hands are shivering...ya, i really push to the limit...
and is worse than last time...but luckily i still can write...
orelse i really dunno how to do in my exam... i hate doing latercomers...
i m always left out...unlike last time...when darren is the ketua of latercomers..
everything worked out well, and i really like doing latecomers..
now, i dun think so... is the 2nd time they left me alone like this...
and i really dunno wat to do..i feel lost....
