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Monday, March 16, 2009

this post i will be talking about them..
they're from my mother side..there r both in heaven now..
i just suddenly think of them n just wan to post about them..
no pics..they r always in my memories...
lets start with my grandmother..
she was a kind ppl..nice to me and her children..
because of them..she suffered..she is willing to stand the hunginess just to let them eat..
is because of this..she suffered from an illness..
because she didn't eat.. her stomach is spoiled..
then she passed away..i still rmb when i was standard 1..
i was 1st in class and she gave me RM50
although is was just RM50.. i was still very happy..because i was still young..
i do nt see her often but i will visit her once in a while..
because of her illness she left me when i was standard 5..
i told guan yin pu sa b4 if she comes back let my chime ring..
and 4 a few days it did!! i was happy because she came back to see me..
she has been protecting us 4 so long..tat's y we r so bahagia...
then is my grandfather..he left me last year
i dun really like him because he has 2 wives..
1 is my grandmother and there is the other 1..
i dunno wat happen tat made him making this decision..
i can imagine how my grandmother felt if the ppl she loves bao yi lai..
my grandfather always stays with the 2nd 1..
i never seen him with my grandmother b4..
when i was younger i felt curious about this situation..but as i grow older, i starting to understand..
i do not visit him often..less than i visit my grandmother..
cause the other side is nt good ppl..
because my grandfather is rich..then when he is old and out of money..
they throw him to my mum's side..we cannot afford to let him live in our house
so my aunts and uncles let him live in the old folk's home..
is unfair..but sometimes i think..is because 4 ur wrongs..sry grandfather i ever thought of tat..
but..u r ill too..after ur 81th birthday.. u left us also..
on tat day u r so weak..and skinny..i just cannot believe u changed so much..
when i go 4 ur shang li..i cried..so even myself do not know..
i loved u..i thought i dun really like u.. but no..i really cried..
so dun worry..i dun hate u..
just hope u and grandma r happy now..
so.. those who saw my essay last thrusday..
i cried is nt because wat i wrote is gan dong
is because i thought of my grandfather again..
tat's all..bye..

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